burnt!

sigh-ness

2009-04-06T16:20:00.000-07:00

sigh. is it just me? i seem to feel that i'm being loved much lesser than before. you've got ur newly found friends, i got no one. you spend more time with them than with me. i'll be lying if i say i'm not upset that you have your new friends. i really am upset. i'm so out of place. time spend with me becomes lesser. and i know time spent with me may not be as fun as time spent with them. i'm really trying my best to make every second spent with me is exciting and fun.

and i know you were keeping something from me. something that hurts me real bad. the fact that you even thought about doing it makes me so depressed. haven't you learn your lesson? have you forget about 80-20 thingy? do you want history to repeat itself? it has become much difficult to trust you fully now. you may say its temporary and it's a 'play' thing, but havent you thought about my feelings? if you wanna take the r/s as a 'play', well, i can do it do.

it has become difficult for me to appear in ur blog posts. even our eleven month, it doesnt really feel like our anniversary. sometimes i wonder if we can make it as far as you always said. at this stage, i feel its almost impossible. each time i make a statement about something, you counter back with your angry tone thinking i'm insulting you. your tolerance level has decreased? i really do not know what to do. and if i dont say a word, you'll say i'm angry at you. then what am i supposed to do?

well, i just hope everything turns out fine. i really love you so much and do not want to lose you again. i have given in so much to this r/s but it seems that you're taking advantage of it. sometimes its no use being too nice.

jaded

2008-12-27T17:42:00.000-08:00

26/12/2008	10:35:09 PM	Cath.	yusri- moral fibre	i swear to god im not playing you
26/12/2008	10:35:19 PM	Cath.	yusri- moral fibre	im not treatingyou like a substitute
26/12/2008	10:35:26 PM	Cath.	yusri- moral fibre	it's just difficult for me

alright, i trust you. i really do. you're right, we're always bickering about this. it's cos i cant seem to understand what u really are trying to do. what is in ur mind right now. i just don't get it when u say it's not the time. i really don't know what ur trying to achieve. for the team? didnt he say that he wants to leave the team if u were to leave him? and u did leave him. did he leave the team? no. he even tried to make friends with me. and that is really creepy. u said urself he is a liar. and there's proof and evidence to back that up. what's holding u up, seriously? i dont get it. u don't want to hurt his feelings? he seems fine to me. seriously. and i'm sure the others understand about ur situatuion now that u've told them the other day. i'm not being impatient here, but u keep saying, 'it's not the time for us to be tgt yet'. how am i supposed to know when is the correct time? will my 'plan' workout on the 6th jan? at this rate we are going, i don't think it is. and i'm just sad, having to wait and keep pretending. is it really difficult for u to end it all? ur just assuming all the bad possibilities. it's really the same when ur about to leave him. i had to step in and really begged u to do it. i think, if i didnt that day, u'll still be tgt with him. ur just not courageous enough. i really need u to be courageous and do it. i'm really so tired of all this. grr..

breakeven

2008-12-26T19:29:00.000-08:00

thanks for making my xmas a very special one. though there's nothing much, i felt that it was special cos i got to spend it with you. nothing else matters when i get to be with you. thanks again love!

here i am all alone again at home. feeling all sian again. i just cant seem to get enough of you. though i spent almost the whole day with u yesterday, i just cant get enough of u. hopelessly, falling in love with you, every single day.

u told me u mean every single word that you said, i trust you. i'll be lying if i said i don't feel paranoid at times. i would think of what you and him will do when you and him are tgt. and i really hate that feeling. not saying that i dont trust you, but its a natural feeling. when someone breaks the trust, it really is quite difficult to fully trust the person again. i need you to help me. do ur part as well. pls?

u want me to hang out with them. yes, i can. but not all the time. i really do not have the spending power to go out with them all the time. when they go out, they watch movie and that costs money. and me = no $$. :/ and no offense though, i just cant seem to 'click' with them. i really don't know why. maybe its the jokes they make? or they're just plain boring in my eyes. and i hate it when he's around. awkward-ness to the max. i have to put up a false pretense all the time.

i really want us to be back tgt again, like old times. where everything is just too sweet to be true. WHAM! back to reality. that wont happen. i really don't want you to spend time with him and only him. it really makes me go insane when i know that u'r meeting him alone. i hate it. u can tell me ur just treating him as a friend, but from his pov, he'll see it as an opportunity to get u back. and i really don't want that.

i'm waiting every single day, hoping that this will end asap. you need time, i give you time. but all i can say is that there's a limit to everyone's patience. i can't wait forever.

soccer is in 3-4 hours time. zzz tmr and sun training. sunday, will be going out with amal and shen. really looking forward to that. darn bored now. zzz. bye.

thinking too much?

2008-12-20T20:14:00.000-08:00

thanks for making it happen. appreciate your courage. wasnt that difficult afterall right? but something just doenst feel right. i'm still not feeling it. i dont know if it's just me or what. maybe yes, you do show me your love, when we're both alone. but i dun get it why do u have to hide it from others? u still care about him and his feelings? yes, i know u want to be good friends with him, but u dun have to ignore me and sit next to him when we eat. i was lying if i said i wasnt angry just now. how can i not be? its really not easy for a person to trust another once he knows everything. and i'm just trying my best to trust you, but you're not doing your part. i cant do this alone baby. you have to do ur part as well. you have to convince me you really love me and show some actions. words can only go so far. i barely feel any love right now. instead, i feel that you're much closer to him than to me. that's what making me so sad and angry. or maybe u need some more time. ur busy and all this week cos its your bestfriend's birthday. yes i understand. but.. and next week is his birthday. fuck! god knows what u'r planning for him. and chalet is coming. i really do not feel like going. i feel so out of place. i really do not like the feeling. all i want now is to spend time with you like old times. i really love you very much. <3

pls understand my situation baby. i know you don't want to hurt him but what about me? :'(

dumbfuck

2008-12-15T22:41:00.000-08:00

i know i'm being such a dumbfuck by waiting. i know i should be moving on and looking for others.
but no, i really cant do it. my love for you is really strong. and after what you said to me yesterday and after what had happened these few days, my love for you has grown much stronger. i really wish that you can make your decision real soon because i cant stand to wait any longer. its really difficult for me . i cant bear to see you being happy with that bloody fucker. pls..... i'm begging you.... i cant wait any longer..... pls... :'( dont play with my paperheart.

substitute?

2008-10-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

I can't understand, how a man got you choosin
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe

sleepy..

2008-09-12T18:55:00.000-07:00

i'm sitting with zy at woodlands library. feeling fucking sleepy. don't know why also. haha. went to the arcade just now, which i felt was really a waste of money, eventhough it did kill time. lol. oh wells, shall find entertainment that doesnt cost much next time.

waiting for the team dinner, which starts at 7.45pm. honestly speaking, i do not want to go for it. reason being i'm really low on budget. now that i have no job, i'll have to think twice before i spend on anything. heh. sian.

anyway, it feels really awkward to sit with her and the him and pretend that nothing happened. i mean, i know i have to be professional and just treat them as my canoe team mates, but its really difficult. 2nd break was purely false pretense. had to fake a smile and pretended to be happy abt everything when i'm not. zzz.

fuck! no soccer for me again tonight! cb! they're not airing liverpool vs psv match live on tv. they will only air it at 6.30 am in the morn. shucks that sucks! zzz!

i'm not gonna pressure you, i'll leave you to make your own decision. I have given my 2 cents worth and i hope you heed my advice. no point lying to yourself. eventually, someone has to get hurt, its just a matter of how much hurt he feels.
imy, baby. <3

zzz

2008-06-12T14:36:00.000-07:00

hey. you might be surprised why i came out with a blog. reason being i have too much free time now. haha! yes, waayy too much free time. till then, hope my posts/rants can entertain some of you readers. heh!

have you ever wake up one morning and felt disappointed/angry/hatred all mixed up at the same time? (or in short felt lousy) that is how i felt for the past couple of days. wake up feeling lousy as there's nothing for you to look forward to. and when you dreamt of something good, its really sad to know that it was just a dream. 3 consecutive days i've been dreaming about you and it's really zzz.. arrrgghh! grr! $%&^&$#!

no soccer for me tonight as i'll have to be at jurong east mrt by 1 am! and soccer starts at 11pm. grrr...

i'm gonna visit the library to get a book to read. find a new hobby. well at least it keeps me occupied. ciaozz!

CLOSING DOWN OF BLOG..

2007-04-13T17:49:00.000-07:00

With effect from today, 13th April 2007, this blog is closed down.. Reason being I don't have the time to update and well, maybe I'm just plain lazy to do so.. Kindly remove my link from your various blogs as you won't be needing it anymore.. To readers of my blog, thanks a lot for reading all my rants all these while and sorry for the inconvinience caused.. And have a good day people! =D

bruises

2007-04-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

Finally, I've completed my 1st draft for P.I.. *sigh of relief* Haha.. Well, it's kinda crap but anyways, at least I tried doing it.. Now to complete my other assignments.. But before that I shall take a break and blog first.. =D

Went out with cheese and nuh ystd as usual.. Going out with them has never been boring.. Hahaha.. Ooh yea.. Having minor bruises and cuts on the forearm and knuckles is cooool.. Hahahaha.. I'm not refering to those emo kids who slash their wrists and stuff though.. =)

And liverpool won again! Hahaha.. So fun.. Eventhough it was juz a 2-1 win, it's still considered a win, 3 full points! =D

Hmm.. Lesson learnt yesterday was that I must be bold and brave to get something that I want/desire..

Ok, I'm gonna continue with my assignments or I'll be having homework period tml.. Hahaha.. I'm off! =D

carpark soccer

2007-04-07T01:30:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back.. Didnt have the chance to blog cos there's some problem with my computer.. So now that's its ok, I shall continue blogging..

Nothing much to blog about actually.. Went for our cip trip to punggol ystd.. And it really opened my eyes to not to criticise/look down on those unfortunate people.. I'm not saying that I have been looking down on them.. I know now that there are many others who are more unfortunate.. And we really have to be happy with what we have now and never take things for granted.. We(teenagers) should learn to love the simple pleasures in life.. Like Mr king said, "you could be one of the residents here one day. You'll never know.." I really felt like crying after hearing the stories he told us.. Not until he told us about the residents reading magazines such as maxim.. =D well, they have their desires too.. We can't blame them right?

And went to play carpark soccer just now.. Carpark soccer = FUN! Hahahaha..

Oh shit! Havent start doing my PI! And the due date is monday for goodness sake.. I better start doing and stop procrastinating.. And my maths assignments! ARGH! Stress!! Another strand of white hair starts emerging at the back of my head..

I'm off! =D

liverpool wins!

2007-03-31T23:54:00.000-07:00

Revenge is so sweet.... Liverpool managed to beat the hell out of arsenal! Hahaha.. Though arsenal have beaten livepool 3 times this season, liverpool managed to beat arsenal this time round.. And the best part of all was peter crouch had his first hat-trick of the season!! Woohoo!! Hahaha.. Beware man utd and chelsea, liverpool may just be the league champions next season! =D

Okok, that was abit too subjective.. Anyway, I'm a liverpool fan so who cares? Hahaha..

I'm feeling oh so happy now! Hahahha.. And I dunnoe why.. Maybe today was a great day? I really dunnoe..

Ok, I'm lazy to update.. Ciaoz..

You'll never walk alone.... =D

lunch time concert

2007-03-28T17:10:00.000-07:00

Rugby was quite fun yesterday.. Getting all wet and dirty.. Hahaha.. Well the training wasnt so bad as I thought and the time passed really fast.. And almost everyone treated each other well.. So, wasnt much of a problem.. And speaking of rugby, there's gonna be a friendly match with JJC tml.. And I could be playing in the match too.. =D Not bad uh? First training only can go play friendly.. Hahaha.. Well actually the coach wants to expose us to the game.. And he only allows us to play if we are ready and confident enough to play tml.. Other than that, I guess I'll be by the sideline watching and learning how to play a rugby game.. =D

And today was the day.. The lunch time concert.. I really felt very nervous singing in front of so many people.. Really, I'm serious.. This is like the first time ever I perform in front of so many people.. Oh wells, more of this would only make me a more confident person.. Afterall I'm gonna have to 'perform' during my OP for my project work this year, correct? So might as well train to be confident now.. =D

Anyway, I really want to thank those who came supported us.. Really appreciate it.. =) Well we may have made a lot of mistakes during the performance, but it's ok luh.. We learn from our mistakes.. And I think I sound quite monotonous when singing just now.. And I'm qute pissed off by that.. Hahah.. Eventhough the last band was way much better than us, I think we have done quite a good job.. I mean, we're all first timers leh.. Must give chance luh.. The last band have got some experience.. They have even performed in front of a lot more people at IJC.. So no surprise that they were much more engaging.. =D

Okok.. I'm gonna stop ranting here.. I wanna do my hw.. Haha.. Bye2..

zircons

2007-03-26T18:10:00.000-07:00

Currently having a tortune now.. And for ur info this 'tortune' word does not actually exist in any dictionary.. I saw this word in 2005's edition of reader's digest, which means, ' a song that keeps palying in your mind'.. Hahaha.. Interesting isn't it? And the song that is tortuning in my head is 'letters to you' by finch.. Thanks to aaaahhhhzeeeeee who introduced the song to me.. =D "i want you to know that.. i miss you... i miss you so....." Hahaha.. That's partly the lyrics of the song by the way..

Anyway, we had the house meeting during our HT period.. We were supposed to teach the year ones the zircon cheers.. In the end just taught them one cheer.. Hahaha.. Better than nothing what.. And the year ones are grouped in the houses according to their classes if I'm not wrong? Quite strange luh.. Imagine having the whole class the same house as you.. They should have randomly put them in the houses just like the way they did last time.. Anyway, I realised that the year ones are quite enthusiastic.. That's good news of course.. We need MORE enthusiastic people in zircon, unlike me.. =D And the whole lot of 07A7 volunteered themselves to become cheerleaders for the house.. Even the guys too.. How enthusiastic is that? And I just found out that I'm gonna be one of the cheerleaders too cos they are in need of guy cheerleaders.. Now, dun laugh at me being a cheerleader cos I'm only doing my part as a committee member.. The other committeee members were supposed to be cheerleaders too.. =)

Less than 48 hours left for our performance.. I'm really feeling nervous now.. Hahaha.. Ok, I know I've touched on that already..

Hmm.. I've decided to attend the rugby training tml.. Just trying out and see how it goes.. The bad part abt it is that is starts at 6 and ends at 9 pm! 9 pm dammit! I really pity those who stay really far.. I mean what time are they gonna reach home if training ends at 9pm? Will they be able do complete their hw? I really think someone must look into this matter..

Anyways, some pictures taken ystd.. Enjoy! And I'm gone to hunt for some food! Hahaha..

i kinda like this pic.. =D

silly faces..

emo-ing.. LOL!

I'm off! Ciaoz....

pictures..

2007-03-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

Just got back an hour ago.. Went out with nuh and cheese just now.. Went marina square with nuh for 'real puncher' again... Hahaha.. That thing is no more fun luh.. I juz can't get the high score.. Looks like I'm getting weaker each day.. Haha.. And we went beauty world to play pool after that.. Met cheese there.. And everyone were in no mood to play pool cos our skills were damn rusty.. Hahaha.. It's been really long since I last played pool luh! But managed to win one game though.. Which I'm contented with.. =D

So we went bukit batok interchange to lepak for a while and talked crap.. And we have decided to call ourselves ZAP! Hahahaha.. Dun bother asking what it stands for cos it's really crap! LOL! I really love spending time with my friends just talking crap and laughing our ass out.. And I certainly hope our friendship will last long, eventhough we're in different institutes.. Oh no, I sound so gay. Hahaha..

3 more days before the lunch time concert and I'm really feeling very nervous.. I'm scared I wouldn't do a good job and people will start saying bad things abt me.. I've never ever imagine I would be singing in front of a whole lot of people.. And within 3 days time I will do just that.. As u all know, I'm a shy person.. I'm shy to sing in front of a whole lot of people.. Hahaha.. Nvm, I'll just do what I can and be confident.. Afterall this isnt a competition.. No one's gonna win or lose even if they're good or bad singers.. Hahahaha.. Well at least I dare to perform right? LOL!

Going jamming later with the band.. This is our last practice before the actual performance.. So we have to perfect our songs later no matter what.. We do not want to commit too many mistakes until the audience will laugh their ass out at us.. But fuck! We're jamming at yishun dammit! That's so damn far luh.. I'm not the one making the decision as to where we're suppose to jam, so I have to agree with the decision.. HMPH!

Ooh yea.. As promised, I will upload some more pictures from last week's sentosa outing.. Enjoy.. =)

me zaogeng! LOL!

alamak! me shiok sendiri luh! LOL!

cheese emo-ing..

while playing soccer..

another shot..

candid! haha..

i tried to do a back flip but failed! LOL!

another candid shot..

the difference between spiked hair and flat hair.. LOL!

Ok enough pictures.. There's still a couple more but I'm lazy to ipload.. I'm gonna watch the england-israel match later on.. Bye2! =D

bodybuilders

2007-03-21T15:50:00.000-07:00

The new school system starts with effect from today.. It was kinda tiring having to move around searching for our class, lessons after lessons.. But it was fun though.. Cos it makes us know the school better.. Knowing where the classrooms were.. The bad thing is we do not have our own home class.. And this means we can't put our stuffs under the table, like the way i always do last time.. And I do not have a locker.. It's such a waste of money to get a locker.. Isnt' it? Whatever the school system is, we'll have to make do with it and get used to it..

And.. We had our auditions for the lunch time concert just now.. I was damn nervous luh.. I felt that my balls were in my throat.. Shrinking.. Hahahaha.. But it turned out ok in the end.. The teacher commented on my pitch during the chorus.. Well I guess I'll have to work on that.. Be sure to support me and my band next wednesday, 28 march 2007 during the lunch time concert.. Hehehe.. And pardon us if we dun sound nice on that day cos afterall, we're amateurs.. And we are not musically inclined mind you.. We're just trying our luck on these.. =D

Ooh yea.. I have to get a cca by this week.. Serious matter.. No more ccaless thingy.. Cos the pe teachers have aldy spotted me during pe lesson ( thanx to my pe shorts which had yellow patches on them..) and they asked me what cca I was in.. Of course I had to tell the truth.. And they asked me why I didnt join any cca.. I had to answer that there's no interesting cca for me luh.. And they asked me what do u have interest in? Pool/snooker? Fencing? -_- Hahaha.. So I told them that I like going to the gym for workout.. And they look at me in astonishment.. He asked asri who was standing beside me, 'does he look like a bodybuilder?'

I swear at that moment I felt so insulted.. Going to the gym does not mean that you have to be fat/strong ok? So what if you're fat and have strength to carry all the weights? Try running 2.4km luh.. Ok, let's be fair.. Dun run 2.4.. We take out our shirts and ask some girls to judge to see whose body is nicer? Of course I'm not saying that my body is nice luh.. But I can't accept the fact that people look down on me when they realise that I go to the gym.. What? Don't I look strong enough to carry the weights? I can prove you people wrong luh.. That's the reason I try my best to keep it from people that I go to the gym.. And by the way, the definition of bodybuilding is the process of developing the musculature of the body through specific types of diet and physical exercise, such as weightlifting.. It certainly doesnt say that bodybuilding are for fat/strong people only.. People go to the gym to train their strength and fitness.. Remember that dummies!

So I guess I really have to get a cca.. Even my home tutor has asked me to join at least a cca so that there'll be something to write about for my testimonial.. Hmm.. And the possible cca I would join is either soccer or rugby.. I'm still confuse which to choose.. Any suggestions people? I still got a few hours left to think about this cos there's training for both cca tml.. And I have to attend it..

Ok, I think I better go now.. I have to follow syaffiq to westmall to get some something..

school..

2007-03-19T22:58:00.000-07:00

School was quite ok today.. With the exception of my flu and my coughs.. Lessons passed very quickly.. And the best was there was no AU maths! Hahaha.. The teacher didnt appear after 15 minutes of waiting.. So we all decided not to wait any longer and go for our break.. LOL!

And the new timetable has been issued out.. Well, not much difference but there's an addition of a home tutor for my class though.. Ms Zaibah, my malay teacher is now my co-home tutor.. Hahaha.. And my physics teacher has been changed too.. The worst part is there's no more 3 straight periods of break on tuesday.. Boo hoo hoo.. Hahaha.. Tml will be the last day we will be having 3 period break.. So must make full use of it..

Ooh yea.. Ben left our class today.. He went back to pre-u 1 due to unforeseen circumstances.. And he didnt even spoke a word to me about it.. Bastard! Now maths lesson I no friend sia.. Very lonely u know.. Hahaha..

Hmm.. I'm quite annoyed by the fact that some people just do not know basic courtesy.. Well, I boarded a bus home just now.. And it was packed.. I had to squeeze just to get inside the bus.. And then one uncle just had to push me aside just to alight from the bus.. Can't he even say excuse me or smth? I mean, it's basic courtesy to at least say that right? He just pushed me aside dammit! He was fortunate enough that I did not flare up and scolded him.. Well afterall, I'm in my sch uniform.. I would not want to tarnish my school reputation by scolding an old uncle.. Furthermore, there was a cute sajc girl standing beside me.. So, I just had to keep my cool... LOL!! And I'm quite annoyed with those people who just can't wait to get down from the bus.. Almost everyone is getting off at the same stop.. So why can't they be patient and wait for their turn? They had to wriggle their way through the exit.. Well, that's singaporeans i guess..

Ok.. I'm gonna get some food to eat.. I'm hungry.. Ciaoz..

sentosa

2007-03-18T14:20:00.000-07:00

What a day it was yesterday.. LOL! It was certainly fun waking up early in the morning to go sun-tanning at sentosa.. Hahaha.. Well actually the one sun-tanning was my bro.. I only went there to play some games, have fun and of course keep a lookout for some chicks!! Hahaha.. Nothing beats having fun in the beach with a couple of friends and family members.. We should organise this kind of outing more often.. =D And the outing lasted till night cos we went to marina for 'real puncher' after that.. Hahaha.. So tired still got energy play.. Haha.. Actually we went there not just for that luh.. It's cos cheese wanted to buy his mp3.. So on the way there, might as well play oso.. Hahaha..

Ooh yea.. I kinda injured my leg when playing soccer with some people at sentosa ystd.. Well it was partly my fault too cos I purposely kicked his leg while he was about to shoot the ball in front of the goalpost.. And that tackle came from behind.. So he had no idea it was incoming.. Hahhaaha.. So evil.. And he cried out in pain after that.. I was lucky not to get beaten up/get involve in a fight due to that.. If it had been in any street soccer court, I would have die luh.. Hahaha.. Eventhough it felt great kicking his leg, it certainly was painful for my right leg.. But oh wells, pain is temporary.. LOL!

One thing I like about sentosa is that there's few malays.. The place is filled with chinese.. Hahaha.. I'm not being racist here, but I just like places with less malays.. Cos when there's malays, they will look at you from the top to the bottom whenever you walk pass.. Look at ecp.. Infested with malays.. Each time we walk pass, they will stop their activities and look at you in a scary way.. But a beach is a beach though.. As long as you have fun under the sun half-naked, it's okay.. Hahaha.. And I think I have become a shade or two darker after yesterday.. The sun was shining so brightly yesterday.. And I've got sunburnt on my upper back now.. It hurts badly now.. I have problem sleeping properly cos it hurts.. Hahaha..

And of course when there's an occasion like this, there'll be dozens of pictures taken.. Haha.. Will upload some of it here.. I've yet to receive some more pictures taken in sheryl's digital camera.. Will upload those next time okays? LOL!

candid!

siblings loves.. =D

the view at sentosa.. haha..

bro sun-tanning.. =D

me and cheese (veiling his tummy with a ball.. LOL!)

sheryl and sis..

nuh and cheesse.. ( similar postion of the ball..)
real-puncher high scorer and skinny me.. =D

what are they trying to do? LOL!

wishful thinking of becoming a soccer player..

trying to be lifeguards.. LOL!

on the way home..

Ok that's all.. More pics to come when sheryl send me the pics.. Haha.. Better finish up my holiday assignments now..

huiqin..

2007-03-16T15:15:00.000-07:00

I feel that I have to let this out of my chest.. So here goes..

Well after a few weeks of trying and still unsuccessful, I guess it's time for me to let go.. I know it's really hard for me to do so but I have to.. Afterall, I do not know if this is love.. It may well be juz an infatuation/crush or worse.. Lust.. Hence, I have to end this thing right now and stop being selfish.. I'll let that person have her own life back and I'm gonna stop bothering her.. I'm starting to feel like I'm such a jerk if I continue on like this.. I'll have to stop the selfish beast inside of me and destroy it.. Kill it for my own good..

But come to think of it, what wrong have I ever done to her? I didnt do anything wrong.. So why should I feel sorry for myself? There goes my selfish self again.. Oh well, as long as she's happy, I'm gonna be okay.. Eventhough that particular day was the last day I was ever gonna see her, I'll have to live with it.. I'm done chasing.. Enough..

Anyway, sis's birthday is today and I would like to wish her a very happy 15th birthday.. May all your wishes come true.. I'm gonna buy her present later on..

And sorry to whoever who reads this entry but still do not understand a single thing.. Sorry for taking up your time by writing this unmeaningful entry..

there's never a right time to say goodbye
but i gotta make the first move
'cause if i don't you gonna start hating me

once upon a cross

2007-03-15T16:30:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching pride and prejudice.. Well eventhough it was a very long and draggy movie, I felt that it was quite interesting.. The reason why I watched this movie was because I'm lazy to read the book.. LOL! Well at least I know now what the story is about and know what to answer when my lit teacher asks me.. Hahaha..

It was amusing witnessing how love blooms between elizabeth bennet and mr darcy.. From the moment they met each other, they hated each other and elizabeth assumed that mr darcy was a proud/arrogant man.. Until one day she finds out that her assumptions were not true.. Moral of the story is not to assume cos it makes an ass out of u and me.. LOL!

Ok, I'm bored all alone at home.. Doing nothing.. Wait.. I'm supposed to be revising my work dammit! Hahaha.. Ah, nvm.. Anyway, didnt attend physics lessons today.. Sorry to all those who expected me to come..

Hmm.. School's starting again next week.. Holidays are passing so fast.. It feels like there's no holiday at all.. Haiz.. But sitting at home all day would be bored too, so I might as well go to school and meet my friends right? LOL!

All my friends have their respective cca camps today.. Overnight in sch.. Nothing for me to be jealous about cos I have my cca camp too.. In fact it's much more better than theirs.. Mine is 7 days 7 nights! Theirs' is only what? 4 days and 3 nights? Pathetic.. Hahahaha..

Ok I think I should be revising now.. I'm off!

sis bdae..

2007-03-14T18:58:00.000-07:00

Yipee! I'm feeling much better aldy.. Thanx to all those who have given me their care and concern and of course those yucky medicine.. Hahaha.. If it weren't for all those, I would still be lying in bed all sick.. Now, I'm a much more healthy person with a little bit of flu and cough..

Anyway, woke up very late today.. I woke up at 2pm dammit! Hahahaha.. Perhaps I was too tired.. Afterall I went for a jog around our estate with bro last night.. It certainly felt good jogging as it has been quite a while since I last jogged.. Well actually I just jogged last sunday.. Hahaha.. Anyway, I managed to complete 3 rounds around the estate while bro completed only 2! Hahahaha.. Ok, should not laugh at him..

Ooh yea.. Sis's birthday is coming up this friday and I'm still clueless about what to get for her.. Any suggestions anyone? I'm not really good in buying presents for anyone.. LOL!

Hmm.. There's physics extra lesson tml.. I'm not sure if I wanna go.. Haha.. There's gonna be a test on motion in a circle and I do not understand the whole topic.. Hahaha.. So how to take the test? I'm just plain lazy to go for the damn thing.. Ok, I'll decide later if I'm going or not..

learning workshop

2007-03-13T18:55:00.000-07:00

I woke up quite early today.. Not because I have to attend the workshop, but to actually go over to gombak.. Hahaha.. Semangat seh.. Well, I actually should have went ystd night but since I wasnt feeling too well, I had to skip it ystd and go for my 'make-up lesson' this morning.. LOL! And I have to admit I got tired real easy as I was still not feeling too well.. LOL!

And I went straight for the workshop after that.. Well it was quite an interesting workshop.. ( i doubt many people will agree with me..) Actually it wasn't as fun as I thought, but hey, we aldy paid $18.50 for it, might as well enjoy the workshop by participating in what they have to offer to us.. Am I right? Hahaha.. And I got 2 free pens.. Yippee! Not juz any pen luh.. Those colourful pens.. LOL!!

Anyway, I was talking to asri and din after the workshop when they brought up the boyfriend-girlfriend topic.. And it has been proven that my theory is quite right.. For the sake of those who are unsure of my theory, 'ugly guys will always end up with the pretty/cute girls..' "It has been proven luh!" din said.. Just look around you, people! In school, everywhere you go you'll get to witness it.. So guys, next time when someone tells you that your girlfriend is cute/pretty, don't thank them.. Instead you should whack that person in the head and bash him till he can't even talk! Hahahaha.. Sadist! The point I'm trying to make is, fucked-up guys always win! Hence I'm trying to be a fucked-up guy from now onwards.. Wait! No need to try.. I already AM! LOL!

And din is still bugging me to join rugby.. I'm still considering though.. Almost everyone is encouraging me to join it.. But what will happen to my current cca? I'm the president/founder of my cca mind you.. I can't just leave my post and cca just like that can I? ( those unsure of what cca I'm in, refer to previous posts..) LOL!

And we oso talked about what we wanted to be when we grow up.. For the first time ever, I finally know what I want to be when I grow up.. Thanx to din.. For those who have known me well, you all will know that I do not have any aspirations on what I want to be when I grow up.. I don't even know why I'm studying in M.I.. I do not even know if I want to go to university after my A levels.. Now, I finally realised my dreams and goals.. Hahahaha.. And I 'm relieved.. And I shall work towards that goal.. =D

Ok shall end here.. Nothing much to talk about.. Gonna go for a jog with bro later on.. Woohoo! Stay fit and healthy and oso to get ready for this saturday! LOL!! =)

PS. thanx to all those who have given me their care and concern while i'm ill.. really appreciate it.. Hahahaha.. =D

fuck you motherfucker!

2007-03-12T15:30:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling all warmed up inside.. All hot and scorchy.. My body is burning and it's turning reddish-orange.. I'm becoming the human-torch! Ok, enough exaggeration.. My actually having a fever right now.. And my temperature is 38.1 degreees celcius.. They don't call me the human torch for nothing huh? LOL! If only I have such powers.. I would destroy/annihilate those assholes who have been making my life a misery.. And then I can live happily ever after.. Hahaha.. Grow up yusri!

Anyway, it's really annoying being sick.. I can't do anything except to sleep, watch tv and of course going online.. I actually planned to revise my work/do my holiday assignments today.. But due to this severe headache, I can't accomplish my mission.. Feeling so fucked up right now! I hate being sick.. ARGH!!!!

And I have this learning styles workshop to attend tml.. I dunnoe if I'm healthy enough to go to school tml... Afterall, I'll only be spreading my virus to my classmates.. So, I'm still deciding whether to attend the workshop or not..

Please ignore my previous entry cos it's crap.. Hahahaha..

Nothing much to do now and I'm feeling bored to the max.. There's something that I need to let out of my heart but I don't know what it is.. *thinking* Forget it! I still don't know what it is..

Ok, I'm off!!

I have weird fetishes.. =D

SICK..

2007-03-11T17:20:00.000-07:00

DAMN! I'M NOT FEELING WELL RIGHT NOW.. I'M HAVING HEADACHES, BLOCKED NOSE AND A BIT OF SORE THROAT NOW.. WELL, ALL THANX TO DIANA COS SHE PASSED ME THE VIRUS VIA MSN WHEN WE CHATTED LAST NIGHT.. LOL! OK, LAME JOKE.. =)

AND I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG NOW.. AND WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPS? COS SOMEONE DARED ME TO DO SO! HAHAHA..

fun day

2007-03-09T21:29:00.001-08:00

Fun day was quite interesting.. It certainly bonded us together, especially the amazing race.. Eventhough we were the LAST class to reach the ending point, we really had fun as a class.. Afterall the main objective of this day is for everyone to have fun right? And for the campfire part, well, it was not as fun as the amazing race.. Well, you people may see me as one of the enthusiast with my sprayed hair and all but I'm not actually.. I'm only doing my part as one of the committee member of zircon..

I do not noe why, these few days, I have been feeling rather lethargic.. Well maybe its the hectic schedule.. I don't know.. And guess what time I left school on thursday? 11pm dammit! And the gates were aldy closed so I had to climbed out of it.. I really do not know if there's any security cameras ard.. Who noes I might be featured in 'M.I's stupid actions caught on tape!' And everyone can laugh at me and pei meng climbing out of the gate last thursday.. Ok the reason we went home so late was to complete the banners and stuff.. We could have finished it earlier if there's less talking and more action.. As usual, I'm always feeling left out with the committe members conversating in mandarin..

I was playing passing with a rugby ball with pei meng the other day.. And he asked me to join rugby since I do not have a cca.. He goes on saying I have the potential to be a rugger.. Like wth? I haven even played in an actual rugby game in my entire life. ( with the exception of touch rugby..) Maybe touch rugby is more safer than the actual rugby itself.. I do not want to go out of M.I with broken bones and bruises.. Haha.. But I'm still thinking about it though.. So much for publicising my 'cca' on the previous entry.. LOL!!

Ok I have nothing more to blog about.. My mind is blank now.. Ciaoz..

JAE!

2007-03-07T15:05:00.000-08:00

So liverpool lost the match against barcelona but they still go through to the quarter-finals.. Which is a good thing of course.. It was certainly a good match to watch especially the first half.. Riise had a lot of chances lah.. He could have scored man.. Well, its ok.. As long as liverpool is through to the next round, then it's fine with me.. And I wonder who liverpool's next opponent will be..

Anyway, sch was ok today.. Nothing much happened as it was a short day.. I juz love short days! LOL! And the JAE students came in for their orientation today.. Me and Amal was looking for potential candidates.. HAHAHA!! But sadly, not much lah.. Well, maybe it's juz the first day and we havent seen the whole lot of them.. I was sitting with the soccer boys at the canteen just now.. And I kinda felt left out.. They had their share of stories,their inside jokes, blah blah blah.. And I juz pretended to understand by laughing tgt with them.. I still remember the first day of my orientation.. I was damn close with the soccer boys.. Joking around and attracting others' attention at the toh tuck campus.. Sadly, those days are looonnnngg gone....

Now I'm a lone ranger with my self-created cca.. And I shall take this opportunity to publicise my 'cca'.. Come join me and other lazy students of M.I to form the 'cca-less' cca.. No fee is required to join this cca. Forget jerseys, balls, rackets, team-work.. You just need urself! And currently it's getting more popular in the school.. So, as a committee member of my cca, I encourage you to willingly join my cca.. ( don't worry, this isn't propaganda..)

Ok, so this friday is the pre-u 2 team building day.. And I suddenly start to sense the urgency of it.. I mean, my house is not as enthusiastic as the other houses.. No one bothered to listened to what the committe members were saying just now.. And some even wanted to go home straight.. WTH lah.. We havent even decided on what cheer we are suppose to do, our house identity and so on.. And the banners... I don't even know if they had even bought them.. Cooperate lah pls, people!

Ok I wanna have my nap now.. I'm super sleepy.. And I have to complete 2 A.Q questions to be handed in by tml.. ARGH!! I'm off!

Ooh yea.. Ystd was the last day for gary, zhe qi and zhou ying in M.I.. We didnt have the chance to organise a fare-well party or what so ever.. SO much for being a united class eh? Well, they are certainly gonna be missed.. Some snapshots taken before they left..

me and gary..

'once a millennian, always a millennian' - zhe qi

look at how dark i am..

Not much pictures taken though.. Ok I'm off now!

i'm not okay..

2007-03-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling rather tired right now.. In fact I shouldnt be blogging right now.. I should be sleeping right now.. Yes, sleeping.. And I'm suppose to wake up at 3.30 am later on to catch the liverpool-barcelona match.. And I intended to skip school actually tmr, but Ddin reminded me tmr was certainly not the day to absent myself cos its one of the most important days.. I totally forgot about the damn thing lah!! And I'm feeling rather nervous about it.. Only GOD knows how scared/nervous I am right now..

Anyway, attended the house meeting after school.. Well it was actually a meeting about the fun day which happens this friday.. And then followed them to buy the paint and brushes to piant our banners.. Damn shit lah.. All the zircon committee members keep talking in chinese and I don't understand a single thing.. Oh wells. I'll get used to it sooner or later..

Ok, I'm off now.. Shall get some sleep.. Ciaoz..

seoul garden

2007-03-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

Went for meet-the-parents thingy this morning with my mum and sis.. Quite surprised that I didnt see many people there.. And I wonder why they asked to meet the teachers at the centrestage.. I mean, it's comfortable with the air con, yes, but isnt it quite troublesome for the teachers and the parents to stand up while they're talking? And my teacher didnt talked much to my mum.. Which is good.. She only told me that I have to be brave enough to ask questions and clarify my doubts during lessons.. And of course have the initiative to seek help from teachers when in doubt of certain topics/concepts.. Blah blah blah.. So, I really have to buck up on that.. And I think I really need to revise my work from now onwards.. I need more practices.. So much for saying I do not have the time to revise.. I do not even have any cca mind you! So, I have to buck up and start to be serious in my work if I want to succeed..

Anyway, went to IMM with my mum and sis after that.. Had our lunch there.. Didnt eat much though, cos I was leaving my stomach some space for the evening later on.. Followed them shop for a while then went home to have my nap.. Was so damn tired lah..

Got up and prepare for the evening.. Sheryl treated bro, sis and me to seoul garden.. THANKS SHERYL! LOL! It sure was nice having our dinner there..( free, mestilah sedap..) I gobbled down all the food like a glutton.. LOL! And there was this cute chinese girl beside us that I noticed.. Kinda funny lah.. She and her friend was eating next to our table.. And they didnt know how to cook the food.. So her friend asked sheryl how to cook the food.. Funny lah.. And they cracked the raw egg and put in the middle of the boiling water.. I laughed out loud.. What the hell are they doing putting a cracked egg into the boiling water? So much for her cute-ness, yet she didnt know how to cook.. Lol..

Left for marina quare after that.. Was already super full by then.. My stomach was feeling heavy.. And I think I have put on weight.. Have to burn off some fats tml.. Maybe go jogging or smth.. Anyway, as usual, went marina for 'real puncher'.. And it sure felt good punching that damned machine.. And I got a higher score than my bro.. Woo.. Impressive isnt it? There were quite a lot of people there too.. Those ah bengs and mat rep playing too.. And they weren't as good as I thought they were.. LOL!! But one thing is lacking.. There were no chicks lah.. That's why no motivation.. ( yea right..) And we took several pictures before going home..

Was quite disappointed that I didnt get to watch the liverpool-man utd match.. But its ok, liverpool lost anyway.. Maybe I'll juz watch the replay later on at 1 pm.. There's definitely no hope for liverpool to win the epl title this season.. I'm quite positive the title belongs to man utd this season.. Haiz.. Oh wells, there's always next season.. And there's still the champions league cup.. Liverpool-barcelona this wednesday.. The 2nd leg.. I'm so gonna watch it.. Haha..

Ok enough talking.. Let's look at the pictures taken today..

me and sis at IMM..

look! I have a clone!

appetizing? ooh, the girl put the egg in the middle of the hot plate.. =D

bro and sheryl..

sis and me.. =D

vanity..

brothers of destruction.. hahaha..

Ok.. Enough pics.. I'm off!

To diana, thanks for lifting me up when I was down.. And not to worry.. I'm fine now.. Thx for ur advice too.. Really appreciate it.. My journey still continues.. =D

Now I know that I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?

poison

2007-03-02T13:45:00.000-08:00

I feel a little bit better after going out with my bro ystd.. Was supposed to follow the zircon committee members to buy the banners, etc.. In the end I decided not to go cos we had to wait for min shan who ended class at 6.30! And I ended class at 3.30 due to cancelation of pe lesson.. Hence I decided to go out with my bro instead.. And the only reason I went out with him was for 'real puncher'.. It felt good venting my anger on that machine.. Really good!

Anyway, for those who do not know the reason why I'm angry, don't bother asking cos it's no use for me telling the whole story to you.. It'll only make me angry/sad again.. I'm trying to forget all about it.. And to ALL those who knew about this, please do not bring about this matter again.. Thx..

So, tml is the 'meet-the-parents day'.. I wonder how my mum will react when she finds out that I only passed 1 subject.. I'm such a disappointment man! I'll work hard from now onwards.. And I have to make sure that I do or I might as well withdraw from the school and get a diploma or something..

Ok, I better stop here.. Have to get ready to go to alvron later on..

rejected!

2007-02-28T17:30:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Sometimes I just wonder if what people say is true, 'You'll have to fail before you'll succeed.' Blah blah blah.. I do not understand how many more failures in my life do I have to face in order to be successful? Why must I always fail in doing the things that I really really want.. Well, I understand that I can't always get what I want, but I've put in my efforts to achieve what I want, and yet I still fail.. Sometimes I just feel like giving up.. It's really difficult.. Others can easily say be patient and blah blah blah.. But try being in my shoes.. It really hurts..

I was thinking hard during my lessons today.. And I didnt concentrate on what my teacher was talking about.. Heck what my chem and malay teacher was blabbering about in front of the class.. I was busy thinking on what was my mistake(s) that made me fail.. To add to that, I had a blocked nose! Damn suay lah! Felt so fucked up man! That explains why I'm moody today.. If only there was something or someone for me to vent my anger on! So much for thinking 2007 is gonna be a much better year than previous years!

Ok I have no mood to blog anymore..

Don't worry friends, I ain't angry at any one of you.. I'm angry at myself..

hui qin!!

2007-02-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. About two weeks to the march holidays.. Kinda looking forward to it.. I dunnoe why, but i'm juz looking forward to it... Not saying that I hate sch, in fact I love school, especially during flag-raising! LOL!! Perhaps, someone in the class will be kind enough to organise some class outing.. I'm counting on double d to do it cos he's in charge of doing all the class outing for now..

Anyways, sch was quite ok today.. Usual stuff, nothing special happened.. Ooh yea, I skipped AU maths lesson today! Hahaha.. And I'm not proud of it okay? I had no choice but to skip it.. I mean, if I were to attend the damn lesson, I wouldn't have any break time.. And I was damn hungry this afternoon can? So I had to skip it since there were oso others who skipped it! Hehehe.. Ooh, and i found out that I passed my othello paper! Wohoo!! Well nothing extraordinary abt me passing that paper, but, it juz makes me feel gd passing that paper eventhough it was juz a borderline pass.. Well that's the first time I passed the othello paper I think.. So, I shd be happy abt it, right? Haha.. =D

There's been a lot of speculation abt the food in the canteen not being halal and what so ever.. I mean, what is the big issue here? I do not understand why people have to complain abt the food being halal and not halal.. The posters have aldy stated that all meat have been bought from halal providers.. Isn't that enough? Must the canteen vendors put a huge halal certificate right on the stall so that all of us can see it? And I juz hate it when people tell me that the food I'm eating is non-halal.. Why do u even care? It's my choice whether to eat non halal or halal food.. Mind your own business pls thank you..

Anyway, watched norbit ystd... Nothing spectacular abt the movie.. Not that hilarious i would say.. Well, it has quite a bit of humour in it but it's not that gd lah.. Not worth watching.. But I like the way they speak though.. Ebonics.. I'm gonna learn ebonics.. Hahaha.. It's kinda cool communicating in ebonics.. 'You know what I'm saying homie?' LOL!!

Well, I've got 4 more days left to prove to my friends that I'm not a coward.. Within one of these four days, I'm gonna show them what I'm capable of.. I'm not gonna let everyone call me a coward, sissy or what so ever.. I'll boost up my confidence and talk to her.. I will show it to u guys.. But on second thoughts, I'm still afraid.. Hahahaha.. I'm afraid of rejection.. I'm afraid she might think I'm such a jerk and so on.. It looks like I care about what other's think abt me rather than my own feelings.. ARGH!!! Fuck it! I'm gonna do it! I'm not gonna miss a chance anymore.. Tml could be my last day seeing her.. So, I must do it.. I must! I must! I must! I have to! I have to! I have to!

Damn! Tml pe lesson.. If tml's pe lesson is gonna be similar like last week, i'm gonna hate pe lesson forever! Damn u double R! Oh wells, for the sake of increasing my fitness level, I still have to do it though.. LOL! And tml is a loooonnnngg day.. But it's ok.. We have 3 periods of break.. Yeah.. Something to cheer about.. And of course, flag-raising, which takes place every single day.. Maybe except for rainy days..

Ok.. I'm gone..

hello

2007-02-24T20:40:00.000-08:00

Today was the 'sahibbah' competition.. And I was supposed to be one of the officials there.. Something like refree like that lah.. So much for thinking that it was compulsory.. And I found out none of my classmates in my malay class attended except me.. LOL! But oh wells, it's counted as part of our cip.. ( i think..) So, I've done 2 C.I.P s aldy just within 2 mths! Hahaha..

Anyway, it was quite tough being the refree cos i had to concentrate real hard to make sure the competitors abide to the rules and also to decide who's turn it was.. And I'm not good at multi-tasking mind u.. LOL! But anyways, I tried my best.. Ooh yea, and I tot there would be some refreshments for us after the whole thing ended.. And I was wrong again.. The teachers exclaimed that there would not be enough food for the VIPs if we were to eat.. Whatever lah! Haha..

Hmm.. Didnt go out again today cos the others wanted to go cycling.. To ECP somemore! Crazy lah.. Obviously I didnt follow them.. Mainly because I do not have a bike and it's far too dangerous to cycle on the road.. Safety first.. Hahahaha.. And I was too tired lah actually.. Havent been getting enough sleep these few days cos of the liverpool barcelona match.. And when I lie on my bed I can't sleep cos I kept thinking.. Thinking...

Oh, some of my classmates are gonna leave us two weeks away frm now.. Which means next week is their last week in M.I.. Quite sad lah, for classmates to part.. And since next week is their last week, I had promise gary, zhe qi and wei yang something.. I have to fulfil my promise by next week.. Well actually, asap.. Haha.. I won't say what i promise them here cos it's quite childish lah actually.. Hahahaha.. But who cares?

Ok, nothing much to blog abt aldy.. Getting very bored aldy.. ARGH!!

I'm lost for words..
Unable to speak
Unable to express
My feelings I have for you..

H.Q!!!!

Yeah!

2007-02-22T21:20:00.000-08:00

LIVERPOOL WON!! Woohoo!! YEAH!! *goes crazy*.. LOL!! Yes, it was certainly unexpected that liverpool won barcelona.. Barcelona dammit! The spanish giants! It was certainly worth sacrificing my sleep time to watch the entire match.. =D And also, due to that, I was super super tired during lessons.. I was unable to concentrate.. Especially maths lesson.. Well, I was quite reluctant to go to sch today actually but somehow there's an inside feeling that tells me I have to come to sch.. LOL!

Ok, lesson were boring today.. As usual.. No need to elaborate on that.. Haha.. And I got back my lit.. The unseen part.. And I was quite sad to say I did very badly.. *boo hoo hoo* But its ok, I shall try my best to ANALYSE the poem well and not misinterpret the poem next time.. =)

Ooh yea.. PE was torturous today.. Really sucky.. So much for thinking that I'm gonna play soccer today.. It all started with us running 2 rounds ard the track, and when we thought it was over for us, ram-ram asked us to increase our fitness level by doing some sprint thingy.. It's ok if the sprint is 100m lah.. But its 200m and 400m for the last set! That was the 1st time ever i 'sprint' for 400m.. I'm no long distance runner u see.. But then, after all the 'punishment' RR talked some sense into us.. Talking abt how impt our fitness level is if we want to enter competitions.. Yeah yeah! As if I even care! As if I have a cca in the first place! LOL! Maybe the only reason I'm gonna increase my fitness level is for the sake of increasing it.. LOL! Oh, and maybe juz run to burn off some fats on my tummy to get a well-defined, washboard-like abs! Then only can become calvin klein model.. Hahahahaha.. Dream on yusri! =p

But maybe what RR told us juz now was true.. Fitness is impt afterall.. I mean if we're not fit enuf, how do even get to enjoy the sport that we are playing? Hmm.. Something to think abt..

Hmm.. I'm gonna end here.. Feeling kinda tired.. I shall have an early night tonight! Haha.. Ciaoz..

oh! how beautiful it was to lock our eyes
that magic in ur eyes-
i sense hope but
oh! how am i to put it to u?

days are passing
real fast
i'll only waste my opportunity
doing nothing about it..

jam!

2007-02-20T23:40:00.000-08:00

Just went back from masala rhythm at yishun.. Kinda sucky place.. It's filled with malays dammit! Sucky place! I'm never gonna go there again.. LOL! Well, we planned to go to alvron at first but it was closed thanx to amal for coming late! Still say 5.30 meet and in the end he came at 6.10! (janji melayu..) LOL!

Anyways, school is like finally starting tml.. Yes, u heard it right.. I said sch is finally starting tml! LOL! I'm really bored sitting at home doing nothing and watching tv and surfing the net.. I wanna meet my frens at sch.. And of course cuci mata sikit lah.. Hahahaha.. Hmm.. I was kinda surprised when amal asked me whether i want to go 'bodywerks' after sch tml.. *eyes wide open* LOL! Well, normally i wd be the one asking him and now its the other way round.. Haha.. Gd lah.. Now almost everyone is starting to have the same interest as me.. Heavy metal! LOL!

Ooh yea.. They're gonna have the lunch time concert thingy tml.. Hmm.. Who cares abt that? We're busy at 'bodywerks'.. Hahaha.. *evil laugh*

And, tmr is the big match! Liverpool agst Barcelona! Woohoo!! I'm so gonna watch it! And that's why I have to go home early tml and have my nap during the afternoon.. LOL!! =D

Oh no.. What am I doing blogging at this hour? I have to report to sch early tml to finish up my malay project with my team mates.. I'm off!

blindness

2007-02-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

Xin nian kuai le! LOL! Did i spell it correctly? Ok, as long as people knows what it means, it's alright.. Nothing much to be done this festive season cos all shopping centres are closed and none of my friends have planned any outings or what so ever..

And talking abt outings, i really wonder when my class is gonna organise a class outing? Outings such as going to the beach or juz a get together session? So much for calling our class united! And i think our class was the most poorly decorated for the cny celebrations.. The teacher who came in to judge asked what is the significance of us putting up this and that but no one answered cos the person responsible for putting up the stuffs wasnt ard at that time! And I think none could be bothered abt such competitions.. What a united class 06S3!!

Anyways, I was reading the reader's digest (again) juz now and a particular article caught my attention.. The title of the article was,'Lifting weights? Remember to breathe..' And the article goes on by saying that weightlifting may increase the risk of developing glaucoma, an eye disease that can lead to blindness.. This is due to extra pressure being held in the lungs when the subject is not breathing properly.. Wooo.. Scary isn't it? And u may be thinking why the hell does this article concerns me.. Well, keep on thinking.. Advice for those lifting weights, remember to breathe properly during your workouts.. =D

Ooh yea.. Gary, zhe qi, wei yang and me were talking abt how the world has changed to an unfair world.. Unfair in a way that where ever we go, we see good looking girls with not so good looking guys.. ( i noe i have touched on this topic few months ago..) Is it the trend for girls nowadays to go for not so good looking guys? Well, I'm certainly not saying that I'm good looking but it's weird isnt it seeing this happens? Well maybe the theory of 'opposites attract' applies.. And gary told me, 'if one day someone tells u that ur girlfriend is pretty, it means that ur ugly!' LOL! I was laughing like mad lah.. Ok, dun bother understanding if u dun understand the joke..

Hmm.. Nothing much to blog abt.. I'm gonna watch shaolin soccer now.. Bye!

gong xi fa cai

2007-02-16T19:40:00.000-08:00

TGIF! It's friday once again! And i so love fridays! Cos its the eve of a weekend! =D But anyways, I guess this weekend isnt gonna be as fun as other weekend cos its chinese new year and almost all shops will be closed! But its ok lah, since it's the new year, must at least give them face lah.. LOL!

Anyways, school was quite interesting today.. Well maybe much more interesting than the previous days.. Cos there's no lesson! Haha.. It started out with a 2 hour long concert in the hall.. Well, eventhough the hall was air-conditioned, I felt uneasy sitting there for 2 long hours! I got butt cramps! *imitating patrick the star's voice, 'BUTT CRAMPS!' LOL!! And the people beside me was getting on my nerves.. They were making a lot of noise especially that freaking retarded asshole, sitting beside asri.. Want to make noise oso make noise neccessarily lah! Keep on bragging abt how good-looking he is.. Please lah! Face like asshole aldy still say good looking! Then mouth like a chicken ass - talking non stop! Ok, enough curses..

And I ate alot today.. Shared the nasi lemak that double D bought.. It was damn nice lah.. Then I ate three oranges.. And several love letters.. And a couple of sweets.. And yong sheng bought a container of peanut puffs.. The container was passed ard the class and when it reached me, it was still quite full.. And with that, I finished it all!! LOL!! Can't believe I have a big appetite? Better believe it! =D

The rain was super heavy today.. Plus the strong winds and all.. Woah! What a day to sleep lah.. But too bad me, amal, nad and double d went to bukit timah.. Despite the heavy rain and the lightning, we decided to run to the nearest bus stop.. I was really scared that I ran as fast as I can.. LOL! And we looked like idiots running all wet.. Well, what to do? I do not want to die a virgin as u can see.. ;p

Ok, i'm gonna play soccer ltr.. Carpark soccer! I really miss playing soccer with my buddies.. Ok, I'm off..

Seeing ur face each day livens me up
The sparkle in ur eyes..
And that sweet smile u put on - perfect
But there's nothing I can do but to admire from far..

whatever

2007-02-15T22:30:00.000-08:00

Another boring day.. Why is my life getting boring each day? Lessons today were equally boring as yesterday's, especially physics.. The time seems to pass so slowly during physics.. And it's 2 periods some more! ARGH! I think ms lim must have done some physics magic to make the time pass slowly.. Ok, lame joke.. ( tau takper..)

Well, at least there was no maths today due to the concert to commemorate total defence day.. Quite an interesting concert it was.. At least it managed to kill the maths period away.. LOL!! Ooh yea, amal and asri wanted to sabo me by raising my hand when sylvia asked for volunteers for the clothes changing contest.. Hahaha.. Not so easy lah ok? My hands much more stronger than both of urs!! LOL!! Kidding lah..

I thought we would get back the lit paper today but we didnt.. And expectedly, i think i did quite badly cos mdm zar said all of us did not analyse the poem properly.. The first poem is so damn hard to understand lah.. And it takes the whole class like more than one period juz to analyse the first poem and we havent even analyse the second one.. What is then left for us to write the essay? And only today i realised that the first poem wasnt about a tree, instead it was abt wrath.. LOL!!

Ok, pe lesson was the most boring of all! Firstly we were punished for being late assembling.. Then we,( the high performance) being gundus joined the wrong group.. We were supposed to play our own games and yet we followed those who fail 2.4 and ran ard the staircase at the stadium!! How stupid was that? And it took us so long to realise that we were in the wrong group dammit!

What's worse, it was raining and we can't play any games.. I was in the mood to play soccer and it rained! Damn it! Rain rain go away, come again another day.. We had nothing to play and so we decided to become sadists and watched the others being 'tortured' by the pe teachers.. Hahaha.. We wanted to go to the gym but the long term mc people were inside, so we cant use the gym.. I decided to play touch rugby with the rugby boys but I didnt noe any of them.. In the end juz decided to play frisbee.. Which was not bad actually..

And I went home walking in the rain.. LOL!

And while I was reading my sis's reader's digest, I fell asleep!! LOL!! Guess I was too tired.. Hahaha.. Ok that is like so random..

Ok, I'm off now!

happy vday!

2007-02-14T17:30:00.000-08:00

Gentlemen, start your engines!! The race between me and amal has aldy started.. Go go go!! LOL!! Ok ok, i shouldnt have treat this like a joke.. Amal is in depression mood now and I shouldn't be making fun of him.. Chill man.. Still got other fishes in the sea.. If u dun want fishes, still got a lot of trees in the forest.. LOL!!I told u opposites do attract! *hints* Ok, enough jokes..

Today can be considered one of the most boring day in sch.. Lessons were draggy and everyone was in the v'day mood except me.. Hahaha.. I planned not to eat anything during break but I juz couldnt resist.. Was damn hungry lah.. There goes my plan to save money.. Hmph!

Anyways, stayed back for a while to watch the soccer match bt the current M.I and the alumni.. I didnt know subramani was from our school.. LOL! And he played for the alumni team.. Was kinda reluctant to go cos I wanted to go home early to sleep but since this match only happens once in a while, decided to watch it.. And I left during the last 3/4 of the match.. Cos I wasnt in the mood to watch the damn match and my eyes hurt cos i had to squint my eyes.. So, I do not know who won the match and I do not care.. LOL!!

Ok, I better go now.. My body is still aching from dunnoe whatever reasons.. And notice that my entries are getting shorter and shorter each day.. It's because my life is getting un-interesting each single day..

And since its valentine's day today, i'm humming to the tune of 'my bloody valentine' by good charlotte right now.. =D

You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

common test results!

2007-02-13T22:50:00.000-08:00

Ok, common tests reults are out and I'm really disappointed with it.. Mainly because I didn't pass any of the subjects except for malay.. ( haven't got back lit yet...) But I have a feeling that I'm gonna fail it .. LOL! So i guess I'll have to work HARDER next time.. Afterall, I'm taking my H1 subjects this year!! Some urgency needed!

Anyways, I also feel that getting poor results right now may be good.. Because, during mid-year or promos, I'll chiong and hopefully get good results and can then be named the most 'improved student'.. HAHAHA.. Isn't that a good idea? LOL!

So, tml is valentine's day.. The day everyone has been waiting for to show their love and appreciation to their loved ones.. Hmph! Fuck lah.. Why must show appreciation on v'day only? Everyday oso can show appreciation right? That makes everyday a v'day isn't it?? Fuck v'day man!! Fuck ! Fuck! Fuck!

Pardon me for being harsh.. LOL! Hmm.. I'm gonna sleep now.. Feeling rather lethargic..

Anyways, happy valentine's day people!

smack that!

2007-02-11T14:30:00.000-08:00

I haven't been feeling well lately and that explains why I didnt update for the last 2 days..

But anyways, a lot of things have happened within this 2 days.. And I realised that I don't have to face as much problems as some other people do.. I mean, some people have bigger problems than I do and they're still standing strong while here I am trying to end my life juz because of a minor prolem.. ( haha, I was juz joiking abt the ending my life part..) =D

Well everyone in this word have their own problems - big or small, it's just a matter of how we overcome the problem.. I mean, without problems, our life wouldnt be so meaningful.. Chey, I'm like writing an introduction of an essay sia.. LOL! My point is, there is a solution to every problem.. =D

Ok, so, went to innova jc to support the m.i.a in the supernova thingy.. Seriously speaking, I dun have much interest in all these band thingy.. The only reason I went there in the first place was to check out the innova chicks!! HAHAHAHA.... Check out meaning juz to have a look and nothing else ok? Lol! Anyway, the whole carnival thing wasnt so interesting except for the cheerleading part.. LOL!

We didnt stay put till the finals though, cos amal wanted to go j.p AGAIN to order some v'day thingy.. Met up with nuh and we had our lunch there, before proceeding to town for real puncher at lucky plaza.. I did win nuh this time.. Haha.. This real puncher thingy is certainly gd for people with a lot of angst inside of them.. *hints.. LOL!

Hmm.. Heading over to gombak later on in the evening with nuh and afiq.. Really can't wait for it.. Haha..

Ooh yea, have to report to school early again tml for the zircon meeting.. Damn.. I can't wake up late.. I totally have no idea what the meeting is about..

What amal said to me ystd certainly kept me thinking.. Both of us are in a 'race' and right now it's only the warm-up rounds.. The decision he's gonna get in a few weeks time, will determine whether the 'race' will start or will not even start.. Ok, ignore what I've juz said.. LOL!!

I'm gone!

fuck maths!

2007-02-08T15:15:00.000-08:00

First things first, I would like to thank both amal and diana for flooding my tagboard.. LOL! Seriously, I mean it.. I'm glad to see my tagboard active.. If not for the both of you, my board will be dead.. Oh no, I sound so desperate to keep my board alive that I had to ask both of them to flood.. LOL!! Ok replies to flooded tags..

To diana: yes, green light! U may continue flooding just like how the flood flooded m'sia.. ( juz like what amal said.. LOL!)

To amal: thx for telling me what to study for lit and i'm sure gonna pass after studying ur ass! LOL! Oh no, I sound so gay.. Lol!!

Anyways, my plan didnt work out ystd.. Planned to sleep in the afternoon until night but my sleep was disrupted by my brother who kept sms-ing me.. As u all know, I'm a light sleeper, I wake up from my sleep at the slightest of sound, (unless I'm dead tired of course).. So, I didnt get to sleep and I had to proceed to plan B, which was to study.. And after all the sweat I put in for studying vectors, I totally forgot how to find the point of intersection bt a line and a plane.. Damn! And talking abt the maths paper, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail it.. =(

So, back to my plan B, went to slp at ard 12 am and woke up at 4 am to watch the england-spain match.. Quite a boring match and in the end spain won 1-0.. It doesnt matter who won cos I 'm a fan of both countries.. LOL! And having only 4 hours of sleep made me VERY sleepy during my papers.. LOL! Luckily I didnt sleep during the exam..

Lit was not so much of a horror as I expected, but it took me quite a while for me to understand both poems.. And the othello qn was.. I have no comments.. I have not even finish reading the book dammit!

Hmm.. Feeling rather hungry right now.. Mom have yet to cook.. I guess I'll have to cook my own instant noodles.. And i'm going to slp after my meal.. LOL! Bon appetit!

Continue flooding! LOL!! =)

Ooh yea, to all students receiving their O lvl results tml, I wish u best of luck! =)

england vs spain..

2007-02-07T14:40:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey... Just came back from j.p with amal and asri.. Amal asked me to follow him to survey some valentine's day stuff.. Lol! V'day is ard the corner and it looks like almost everyone is so into it.. LOL! And I don't even give a damn abt V'day.. LOL!! Well, V'day has been the same for me every year.. Just going to school like any other normal day and wishing everyone a happy valentine's day and that's it.. Lol! I wonder what's the big deal abt V'day anyway? Hmm.. Maybe one day, when I have a girlfriend, my questions will be answered.. =D

Anyway, chemistry paper was..... Argh! Forget abt that damn paper! I'm sure to fail it.. =(

Ooh yeah, amal bought gk gloves just now.. And I really love the colour of the gloves.. Cos it's orange in colour!! LOL!! Not juz any orange but its those bright orange.. What's more it's adidas! If only I was a gk, I wd steal it from amal.. *evil smile* Hehehehe.. No lah juz kidding..

I juz found out that england will be facing spain tonight in a friendly match.. I got a feeling I'm gonna watch it.. It's at 3.55am damn it! LOL! Maybe I'll go to sleep now and wake up at night to study while waiting for the match to start.. Isn't that a gd idea?? Lol!

Ok, I think I'm gonna sleep now.. I'm also feeling rather sleepy now.. Tata!

Oh yeah, diana, if u're reading this, u can flood my board all u want cos there's no one else who tags my blog.. At least u're keeping it active.. =) Hahaha.. I should thank you for keeping it active.. And u too amal! U shd start putting up a tagboard on ur blog so we can all flood ur board after that! LOL!!! =D

mt paper

2007-02-06T22:54:00.000-08:00

Just finished flipping through my chemistry notes.. And I seriously think my hair's gonna turn white by the time I take my A' Levels.. There's just so many things to study and I'm feeling rather stressed up! Argh!! Sometimes I wonder why do I have to trouble myself to study so much? I mean, like Ms Wang said, 'when u go into the working world, you're gonna forget everything that you have studied during your school years.. The only thing u remember is the survival skills.. ' So my question is, why don't we juz come to school to study survival skills instead of all those difficult subjects that we will only forget when we start working?

Ok ignore what I said.. I know it's crap.. Sometimes when u get all too stressed up, u tend to talk crap and bullshit.. LOL!!

So, today was malay paper.. And I had the privillege of coming to school late cos I do not have to sit for econs paper in the morning.. Woohoo!! More time for me to sleep.. =D Anyways, malay paper was quite easy.. Not that too difficult and I hope I'll score this time round.. I did badly for the malay test given on the first day of sch this year.. LOL!!

Tml chemistry paper and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it'll be an easy paper.. No questions on chemical bonding please! I hate that topic! Ok I know that's impossible cos the harder the topic is, the more question will be asked.. Lol!

And since tml is an early day, I guess I have to go straight home to study for maths and lit which is on thursday.. Killer papers! Argh!(Another white hair has grown on my head..) I swear I have no idea what to study for Othello.. Ay kind souls who can tell me what to study for Othello? I havent even finished reading the text!! =x LOL!

*yawns* I'm getting sleepy.. Better get some sleep and get ready for chemistry paper tml..

gp paper

2007-02-05T17:54:00.000-08:00

Today was the first day of the commont test and our first paper was GP.. I walked into the hall with little info on how to answer an application question.. Cos I was absent from sch the other time Ms Gong taught us how to answer an application question.. Anyways, I managed to hide my nervous-ness and pretendedto put on a relaxed and confident face.. I know I always fail to do that.. I suck at being confident.. Lol..

The paper was quite do-able actually.. The only part I had problems with was the vocabulary.. The passage had quite a number of profound words and I didnt know what the meanings of the words were.. So I juz had to anyhow give a meaning to those words... ( cos I was running out of time to complete my summary and A.Q.) And this was the first time ever I managed to complete the whole of paper 2 within the given time.. Lol! *claps* Maybe it was because I wrote crap for my summary and A.Q.. Anyways, only time will tell ho well I do for this paper..

So, the school gym is officially opened today and I'm quite happy about it.. =D Me, amal and asri went to the gym right after our paper.. ( semangat seh.. LOL!!) I juz wanted to make sure we were the first ones to use the gym in sch.. Hahaha.. I find the gym quite ok.. Not much equipment and the space is quite cramped.. But anyways, I shall not complain abt it since I'm using it for free.. *grins* I have to pay $1.50 juz to enter Gombak gym.. And $2.50 in June.. So, I shall make do with whatever the school gym has to offer.. =)

And we went to Toh Tuck after that.. I wasnt in the mood to jam but they forced me to.. Lol.. Seriously, I was too tired after racking my brain in figuring out how to do the application question and how to paraphrase those answers.. And I realise that I don't quite like going jamming.. It's fun when you know how to play those instruments but I look stupid not knowing how to play any instrument.. Lol! And it's super noisy.. I prefer going to Gombak rather than Toh Tuck.. =D

As promised, I shall upload the 'gladiator' video we took last saturday at JJ's love fiesta.. Lol.. Enjoy the video and pardon us if u find us childish.. LOL!

And here are some of the pictures taken during that day too..

amal, me and cheese..

at the aquarium.. Lol..

the fantastic four.. =D

trying hard to be models.. =D LOL!!

nuh looked like he was on drugs..

Ok I think that's enough.. Tml is Mt paper.. I better get on with my peribahasa notes.. =)

yo!

2007-02-04T01:25:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!! What a day it was today! Had a really exciting day filled with laughter and joy.. I always love Saturdays! =) Notice that I've changed my blogskin again.. Lol.. It's beacause the previous one was quite emo lah.. With the words and all.. Lol.. I'm no emo guy ok..

Anyway, my day started out with me, cheese, nuh and amal going to the JJC's love fiesta.. I had to help Zaidie by buying his ticket.. Cos no one wanted to buy his ticket.. Lol! Being a helpful friend,(*grins*) I bought the ticket and spent it un-wisely.. One slice of a canadian pizza that costed me $3! Wth! But since I was damn hungry I juz bought it lah.. And the 'milo dinosaur' tasted awful.. It doesnt taste sweet at all.. I guess they forgot to add in the milk.. Lol! Ok, stop it.. Who am I to complain abt all their food and drinks?? We went to try out the games at the games stall.. I really wanted to try the roller-coaster thingy but I didnt have enough coupon.. It was $6 per ride! In the end we proceed to shao yong's stall to try out the 'gladiator' thingy.. Lol! We played it for free, thanks to s.y.. It was damn fun lah, eventhough I kept losing to amal.. Fuck! amal for hitting my face and my hair too! LOL!! In the end my knuckles were a bit bruised.. We took a video of us at the gladiator, but amal have not send me the video.. ( i shall upload it next time..)

And not forgetting, seeing allyssa at the carnival too.. Lol! Quite unexpected lah.. If u're reading this, allyssa, u look great on that day, with your red hair and ur sweet smile.. =)

We then went to Peninsula for window shopping ,while waiting for the others to reach City Hall.. I rarely go Peninsula and only today that I know the place was quite nice.. (As in the items they sell over there, not the place itself..) Lol! I shall come back there when I have enough cash to do my shopping.. Lol!

As usual, we headed to Marina Square for 'Real Puncher' after the others came.. Juz to remind u, I'm no arcade freak, I go there juz to play 'Real Puncher' and nothing else.. Hehehe.. Amal is the arcade freak.. Lol! We shall try not to let amal visit the arcade too much or he'll be spending the rest of his pocket money there! I still remember the incident at lucky plaza a year ago! Lol! And the incident at Suntec City a few months ago.. Lol! When he's addicted to the game, he'll play it until he runs out of money! *shakes head*

Syaffiq was the top scorer for today.. He beat my score by one point! Argh! Damn it! Nvm.. One day I shall beat him.. I've beaten Nuh aldy and Syaffiq's my competitior now in this game.. Lol!

They asked me to lepak after that but I had to decline their invitation.. I wanted to go home early and watch the liverpool-everton match.. And I aldy promised my mum that I'll be going home quite early today.. Lol! So, a promise is a promise.. Unfortunately, I only managed to watch 5min of the match.. And the match was a draw! Damn it!

Ok better go now.. Gonna watch prison break.. Have to start forcing my ass to study for next week's common test! Lol! =)

busy man..

2007-02-02T19:10:00.000-08:00

Woah! What a week it has been! Really busy week I must day.. I don't even have the time to go online to chat and update this blog.. Lol! TGIF!( thank god its friday!) I juz love fridays.. Cos its a short day and we can all go home early and have a rest after such a demanding week.. Oh yeah, and Wednesdays too.. I'm CCA-free and can go home early! Lol!

Ok talking abt wednesday, dad came home that day.. Was hoping he bought souvenirs and stuff but he juz bought for us chocolates and other titbids.. Ok, I know at least its better than nothing.. Lol! Ooh yeah, had to continue with the un-finished zircon noticeboard after sch.. ( if u people happen to walk pass the zircon noticebaord and find that the drawings are ugly, it's because I drew it..) Lol! I'm not good at drawing lah.. Lol! Then rushed home cos I had to proceed to Gombak for my own 'CCA'.. Lol.. If u wanna know what CCA i'm in juz head over to Gombak on wednesday afternoon and u'll find out.. Lol.. =)

Thursday was a long day.. Real long.. Lol.. Had to take our 2.4km run after school.. I opted to take it after sch eventhough they allowed us to take it before 6 cos i feel that the weather is still too hot to run.. And thank god I passed it.. *phew* ( eventhough my timing wasnt as good as last year..) But anyways, I've completed my Napfa and I'm happy abt it.. Now my P.E lesson will be relaxing.. Perhaps helping out with those who needs my help.. Chey.. Lol.. After the 2.4, we headed to Jurong East.. Well I was reluctant to go at first but I juz tagged along since I was curious.. Lol..

Well, today wasnt such a good day.. It was quite boring.. With our class losing the debate competition.. Well, actually I'm not particular abt the debate thingy.. Its gd that we lost so that we dun have to stay back every friday juz to support them.. LOL! I'm so evil.. But seriously, I wasnt even paying attention to the damn debate.. I'm not interested in debate lah easy say.. But if u put 6 pretty girls as the speakers, I'll definitely pay close attention to what they have to say.. LOL!!! =D

Argh! Common test starts next week and I havent even touched my notes yet.. I really have to force myself to at least read thru the notes.. I dun want to fail again.. Lol.. Afterall one of my new year resolution is to do well in my studies this year.. Hehehe..

Ok, I'll stop here.. Syaffiq asked me to play soccer later on.. But I dunnoe if I want to play or not.. I'm damn tired lah.. I'll see what I can do.. Lol..

napfa!

2007-01-29T21:14:00.000-08:00

My mind is filled with what's gonna happen tmr.. Napfa test to be specific.. The 5 damn stations tmr! Argh!! I'm scared.. I'm suppose to be studying for my chemistry test and peribahasa test right now, but I keep thinking abt Napfa.. Somebody help me plz!

Ok school was boring today.. Had to come early to help out with the decoration of the zircon noticeboard.. Other than that nothing much happened in sch.. Ooh yeah, amal was super crazy in class today.. I dun noe what has got into him.. Feeling really restless in class.. Blinded by love I guess!! Lol!!

Fuck! I'm still having the sorethroat.. I hate it.. It annoys me..

Ok, that is so random.. Lol! Better go now..

*still thinking abt Napfa..* =)

bon voyage!

2007-01-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

Dad 's going to Macau tomorrow.. I'm so gonna miss him.. Bon voyage dad! Take care and have a safe trip!

I'm suppose to be sleeping now.. Have to go to sch early to help out with the zircon noticeboard tmr.. Still cant think of a slogan for zircon.. Lol! Any random slogan will do lah.. Lol!

Going to slp now.. Bye..

Back!

2007-01-28T13:51:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!! I'm finally back after a whole long month without a computer.. Well, my computer had been infected by a virus and it takes me quite a while for me to get it fixed.. And that explains why my blog is not updated.. Apologies to all my faithful blog readers.. LOL!! =)

Well a lot of things have happened since the last time I blogged.. I don't intend to blog everything single thing abt it though..

Hmm.. Recently I have been hit by a streak of bad luck.. Firstly its the computer problem.. To add to that, my digital cable box gave more problems.. That damn thing cant be on! And I havent been feeling very well lately.. Splitting headaches, sore throat and many more.. Even my MP3 is giving me problems right now!! What luck.. So much for thinking that 2007 will be a better year for me.. Well its juz the beginning of the year and only time will tell if 2007 REALLY is my year!! LOL!!

Now that I'm in Pre-U 2, I'm feeling rather stressed.. I'm serious.. There's juz to much homework, project and tests! Imagine, having to go to school for the first week and having about 3-4 tests.. Obviously I wasnt prepared for any of those tests.. Lol! And I couldnt care less abt those test! What's worse, time seems to be flying very very fast and it's juz two damn weeks away from my common test! I HAVE to get my ass to study asap.. I don't wanna slack juz like last year.. Haha.. That's one of my new year resolution..

However all these studying is making me go crazy.. I'm growing white hair.. I'm getting old! Strands of white hair can be spotted on my head.. Damn! I'm getting really old soon.. Sooner or later I'm gonna be like 'Iceman'.. ( the guy on the channel 8 show, THE PEAK..) I'm reffering to the hair only, not the intellignece.. Lol!!

Ooh yeah.. Napfa test is next week and I dont even know if I'm ready for it.. I mean, its like too early lah.. Its only been 3 or 4 weeks sch have started and we're gonna have our napfa. Damn! Nvm, I shall try my best and get it done and over with..

Last week, we went to pasir ris beach for our CIP.. What else can we do at the beach for our CIP? Beach cleaning lah of course.. Little people went for it though.. Quite boring lah.. I was expecting more Millenians to come and clean the beach.. After the whole beach cleaning, I only have one word for singaporeans.. Inconsiderate.. There were so many litters ard.. And the water was badly polluted that we see dead fishes lying ard by the shore.. It wasnt a nice scenery of the beach with dead fishes and litters lying ard the beach.. Well I hope we have done our part to keep the beach clean and I have learnt that no matter what, I shll not liiter.. Lol!! =)

Here are some of the pictures taken while at the beach..

look at this poor creature..

another pic of it..

this is different frm the fishes u see at the market..

fishes anyone?

Ok enough of pictures of those poor creatures..

that's my name if u dunnoe.. LOL!!

still got time take pic.. hahas..

After beach cleaning, we headed to Vivo city to have our lunch. "Mum I'm at VIVOCITY!!!" LOL!!!

the nice scenery of Vivo..

look at this guy doing chin ups.. =D

look at this adorable dog..

trying to be astroboy.. LOL!

Ok thats all I gtg now.. Toodles.. =)

thx for all those who have tagged my blog..

new school

2006-12-29T15:14:00.000-08:00

The day started out with a wake up call from my dad who was going out to work.. I didnt have an early night ystd.. I thought I could have but cos there was something I have to do, I had to have quite a late night.. So anyway, was kinda lazy to get up cos I was too tired.. But the determination to see the new school just pushed me to get my lazy ass out of bed.. And I was quite surprised to see that there was no breakfast on the kitchen table.. That made me quite moody.. Imagine waking up all hungry just to find out that no breakfast was prepared on the table..

So I juz got ready for school and decided to have my breakfast at the coffeeshop near my block.. Had prata.. Yum yum!! Its been a while since i ate hot and crispy prata.. So far during the holidays, I've only eaten prata which had turn cold due to my habit of waking up late... Hahaha.. So it was really delicious to have a hot and crispy prata.. Finger licking good!! *grins*

And so I head to school all alone.. I juz realise that today was the last day I ever walk that route.. Its quite sad lah actually.. Memories of walking that particular route will be missed.. And all the people whom I normally saw while walking that particular route will be missed.. The CJC girl, the SAJC girl.. *sobs*.. Hahaha.. Kinda weird huh how a route can be so meaningful in our life?

Of course, I'm gonna miss the Toh Tuck campus very much.. The days spent there ( eventhough its juz a short period of time..) will be greatly missed.. The not-so-nice hall, the classes, my vandalised table, the field, the basketball court and not forgetting the pull-up bar which is located outside the PE room.. Didnt get to 'pay respect' to the pull-up bar juz now.. Haha.. Thats what my PE teacher said when we started our first PE lesson..

'If u cant do pull-up, "pay respect" to the pull-up bar outside the PE room each time u walk pass it.. '

And from that day onwards, me and my frens would die die find time during our break to practise our pull up there.. Hahaha.. Thanx to that, I managed to do 17 pull ups for my Napfa! Damn! I was so close to beating the Pre-U 1 record!! I'm not bragging here.. I'm juz showing how hardwork can make u successful.. =)

Anyway, reached school and I was lost.. I didnt know where to assemble.. I didnt know who to ask cos there wasnt much familiar faces ard.. Was glad to see arfie at the hall.. At last someone familiar.. Talked rot until it was time to assemble.. And she knew about something she shouldnt know.. Shit! Who could have told her?? Arfie, if u're reading this, its totally not true lah!! It was merely a compliment and thats all.. I'm juz afraid that arfie will spread the news ard and I will be dead!! No!! Argh!!!! Ok, I'm over-reacting..

So, after the memorable video shown, we proceed to the 'big walk'.. Nothing much about walking lah.. We took like about 20-40 min to reach the new school.. Me, Asri and Gary talked non-stop until we reached the new school.. Hahaha.. Quite fun lah.. We didnt even fell tired as we were talking about interesting stuff as we walked..

Reached the new school and I was amazed at how big the school was.. The hall was air-conditioned! Woah! I think many people will be fast asleep during HT period in the hall.. Hahaha.. What I like most was the canteen!! It has 7 different stalls.. If I"m not wrong.. And they sell sushi!! Woo!! How cool is that? And Indian rojak.. Western food.. Woah.. Juz thinking abt all this makes me kinda hungry.. Haha.. I think I'm gonna be fat in this new school.. =)

Ok, we were supposed to play the amazing race thingy but since there wasnt enuf pple, me and asri backed out.. They need at least 3 people to make up a team.. And the 1st prize is a $100 voucher at Royal Sporting House.. If there's 3 people, we will have lesser portion of the voucher.. So no point lah actually participating.. Hahaha.. And we just roamed ard the school like nobody's business.. The first thing to check out for me is the school gymnasium.. I wonder how the gym would look like in the new school.. Was kinda disappointed though.. The gym was a bit bigger than the previous school but there werent much equipments.. Maybe they havent order the equipments yet.. And when we saw that the gym wasnt locked, we went in to try out some of the equipments.. Hahaha.. Only to find our selves getting scolded by a teacher.. Hahaha..

That's about all in the new school.. I guess theres many more things to explore when school starts next year..

Hmm.. As days passed, I've been thinking.. Is it all over for me?? I'm really lying if I say that I aint feeling a thing about what happened.. In fact I feel sad just thinking about it.. The more I look at you, the more upset I become.. Those beautiful eyes, your really sweet smile.. How I wish you could be mine.. ( keep on wishing yusri!) But I guess I can't.. I 'll juz have to move on with my life and stop thinking abt you.. I doubt it will be easy for me to do that..

Pardon me for being so emotional.. Hahaha.. Well, I guess its time to focus on more important stuffs now.. No use wishing for an angel when ur juz a normal human being..

Ooh yeah, I'm listening to a new song by Jesse Mccartney.. 'Just So You Know'.. Another nice song to recommend if u like love songs.. Juz like me.. Hahaha.. Dun get me wrong.. I'm no emo kid.. I juz love the lyrics of a love song.. Here's the lyrics..

I shouldnt love you but
I want toI just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but
I cant moveI cant look away

I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away

And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help itI wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And Im wondering why Ive waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
Im waiting here...been waiting here

How's that? Really nice lyrics.. Get this in mind.. I'm not emo ok??

Gonna catch some sleep now.. Pardon me again for being so emotional..

over?

2006-12-28T21:25:00.000-08:00

There seems to be a problem with my Internet connection.. Sometimes I can't log in to MSN and sometimes I can't even surf the net.. Well at first I thought it was due to some spyware or viruses had infected my computer.. I was relieved when I heard the news about the earthquake in Taiwan which affected the cables underground..

Hmm.. Another natural disaster happening right after Christmas.. It was the tsunami last year.. And this year is the earthquake.. Is God telling us a sign?? Think about it..

Anyway, watched Memoirs of a Geisha juz now.. ( due to the unavailability of internet access..) I dunnoe why I even bother to watch such a movie.. Haha.. But it turned out that the movie was quite ok.. Not really fabulous but its quite interesting.. It's a 2 and a half hour movie dammit!! Hahaha.. Oh, and there's this really cute actress in the movie.. Heheh.. She plays 'Chiyo', the kid version of Zhang Ziyi.. The girl is like only 13 years of age now.. Now dun call me a paedhophile or whatever.. I'm juz complimenting this girl.. Look at her..

isnt she just adorable? there's a difference between a pretty girl and a cute girl..( i'm not referring to act-cute girls plz..) Hahaha.. The difference is... er.... No! They're both juz so pleasant to look at.. Hahaha.. =)

Ooh.. I juz realised that I only slept for like less than 4 hours.. Yeah, and I kinda feel tired right now.. That's a gd sign because I will sleep early tonite and get ready for school tml.. Hahaha..

Amal still havent send me the pictures!! Nvm.. Shall ask him next time.. But anyways, I shall upload pics taken during X'mas eve..

look at the mess on our table!!

when boredom and hunger strikes at the same time..

Haha.. A shame that we didnt take much pictures.. Didnt have the mood I guess.. Hahah.. Ok, gonna watch smackdown now.. Bye..

bbq!

2006-12-27T02:11:00.001-08:00

Rain and more rain.. When is the rain gonna stop?? Well actually I kinda like the rain.. Not as in really like it but I'm actually fine with it.. It makes the environment much more cooler.. Havent people in Singapore been complaining about the unbearable heat and the humidity due to the weather a couple of months ago?? Now, its much more cooler and they still complain.. Its really hard to please a human being's heart.. Wth? I'm a human being too.. -_-

Went out with the usual people last Sunday.. As usual, meeting time for everyone was a problem.. Planned to meet at 3 pm and ended up all came at 4 plus.. ('janji melayu aper..') Went to Beach Road cos Hazri needs to buy his NS stuffs.. And I bought a boxer!! Whee! I can't even remember when was the last time I bought boxers! So I decided to buy one this time cos its quite cheap.. =)

The great thing about that day was playing the punching thing again! Hahahaha.. This time my brother came too and we played like for dunnoe how long.. Hahaha.. Thanx to all the 'spectators' who watched us play.. They really did give me some kind of motivation especially the chicks.. Hahahahaha.. I still can't win Nuh though.. But its ok.. One day I will beat him!!

They went to play pool at Bukit Timah after that.. I juz tagged along but I didnt play.. Haha.. I dunnoe why either.. Juz dun have the mood to play pool.. Maybe cos my hand is aching after multiple punches .. Whatever it was I didnt play a single game.. Hahah..

And we had BBQ in the rain again juz now.. Or should I say ystd.. It was a success again eventhough it was raining quite heavily.. This time more food and less people.. I dunnoe why everytime we have bbq, alot of people will say they will go but in the end they didnt.. Wth?? In the end only the usual people came and it actually turned out to be a bachelors bbq cos joyce had to go home due to hangover.. And of course Fang fang had to follow her home.. Quite boring actually but oh wells, we try our best to make it as fun as possible.. And of course more food for us!! Hahaha.. =)

Nothing much to rant about.. Will post the pictures when Amal and Cheese send me the pics.. Till then I shall end it here.. Less than a week for school to reopen.. =(

bbq!

2006-12-27T02:11:00.000-08:00

what the hell?

2006-12-22T17:16:00.000-08:00

Watched 'Click' ystd.. It was one educational movie.. It's really nice with the humour as well as the educational part.. It was about issues of the family and how a man can spend his life juz working his ass off without caring much about his family.. Well after watching that movie, I guess Adam Sandler was right.. 'Family comes first..' I swear I was touched by that movie man.. I almost cried can? But almost doesnt count.. Hahaha.. I wonder when was the last time that I cried?

Hmm.. So next week's the day for us to walk from Toh tuck to our new campus.. I can't wait to see the new campus.. I heard from many people that its huge.. I wonder how huge it can be.. Haha.. And I doubt many people will be present on that day.. I dunnoe why.. I asked ard whether they will be going for the 'big walk' and they said it was a waste of time.. Wth? It's a school event man.. It's the last time we ever gonna step on the Toh tuck campus.. Chey.. I'm being emotional lah..

Talking about the school event, I juz had my haircut ystd.. Well, basically to avoid more scoldings from the teachers.. Haha.. I remembered for the last week of school this year, I had the most unappropriate hairstyle.. Two shaved lines each at the side of my head.. Haha.. And my form teacher was asking me to prepare to get scolded by the discipline master.. Heck care man! The D.P didnt even scold me when he walked past me during flag raising! Hahaha.. I guess he didnt care anymore since it was the last week of school..

And since its the new year and the beginning of the new school, I shall be good and have my hair the appropriate style.. No more tail and no more shaved lines.. I'm tired of people calling me 'mat' for dunnoe whatever reason.. U want 'mat'? I'll give u 'mat' and I'll make sure I'll beat u up till blood oozes out from ur eyes.. Hahahahahaha.. Nah, I was juz joking.. I'm trying to be a good boy now..

2 more weeks to the new year and I think I have made up my new year resolutions for next year.. Hahaha.. Quite fast isn't it? People say its no use making new year resolutions cos its a waste of time.. Haha.. I 'll try my best to make sure I can achieve my next year's new year resolution especially the one which I have brought forward twice! ( i bet amal and cheese noes what this new year resolution is..) Hahaha..

Ok gtg now.. Heading over to Gombak again later.. Woohooo!! =D

i love gym..

2006-12-20T18:02:00.000-08:00

Nothing much happened the last few days.. Did the usual stuffs, PS2, going online and more slacking.. And of course heading over to Gombak quite oftenly for heavy metal!! Yeah!! Woohoo!! Hahaha..

Ooh yeah, I forgot to mention something.. Guess who I saw when me, Amal and Nuh were on the way to the bbq?? *drumrolls* Jeng! jeng! jeng!... Its none other than mellie!! Hahaha.. Yeah it was really her.. I pretend not to see her though.. Well it's a long story.. I'd rather not rake up the past.. Hmm.. She's really changed physically now.. Guess she's been hitting the gym quite often too! =)

I'm feeling rather guilty right now.. Reason for this is because all my overdue projects have not been handed in!! And Jabs is aldy asking me whether I have started doing my project.. Of course I had to lie to her that I'm on it! Hahahaha.. Sorry Jabs, can't help it! And I dun feel like doing my holiday assignments.. Hahaha.. *evil smile* I'm sure there are many more Millennians out there who would not do their assignments.. I'll bet my ass on this one! Hahaha..

Ooh yeah.. I juz watched Benchwarmers ystd.. Another nice movie.. It really teaches us a very important lesson in our life.. And of course its damn funny with those phrases they used.. I love funny movies!! It de-stresses me!! And it makes my life more happier.. So I dun have to think abt all the sad events that happened in my life so far.. Hahaha..

Pinched this from somewhere.. It's quite cool.. Vain people like me should try this.. =)

Hahaha.. I can't believe I actually look like Zhang Zi Yi.. Call me Zhang Yus Ri now!! Hahaha... Okay lame.. And surprisingly, when I try other pics, most of them matches with a female celebrity.. Does my face really look like a girl?? Anyone please comment ok?? Urgent!!

Currently listening to the song 'Soledad' by Westlife.. I noe its quite an old song.. I have always been a fan of Westlife since I was young! I mean they're the best boybands ever! Look at A1, Backstreet Boys and Boyzone.. Where the hell are they now?? Disbanded right?? Only Westlife stays! Ok, I sound so gay defending Westlife.. Anywae, back to the song, its really nice lah.. Its rhythm, its lyrics.. One word.. Fabulous! Recommended for love songs lovers like me!! =)

killer abs

2006-12-19T15:26:00.000-08:00

Woah!! Nothing feels better than a warm shower after a whole day in the rain.. Wah damn nice.. Hahaha..

So, ystd was the so called bbq thingy.. It wasnt such a success but oh wells, with people like us, we try our best to make it as successful as possible.. Can u imagine having our bbq in the rain?? How cool is that?? And to think we were the only bright ones who did that, there were others too who were having their bbq in the rain.. Hahaha..

Eventhough there wasnt so much people who came, it was quite fun though.. Well I thought the lesser the better( cos I can eat more food since there are less people..) but I was wrong.. Really can't blame those who didnt go.. Cos who would want to go on a bbq on a rainy day rite?? Only hardcore people like us will go.. Hahahaha..

Ooh yeah.. Saw this really cute girl at Bedok Interchange on our way there.. Damn cute lah.. With her neatly tied hair and those cute specs.. Woohooo!!! Nothing beats that!! Hahaha.. Nowadays its hard to see girls who go out wearing specs.. They always hide their flaw with contact lenses.. Don't u noe that contact lenses are quite dangerous?? Ok I'm no doctor to advise anyone.. =) Back to the girl, unfortunately didnt even talk or smile to her cos she was talking to her friend all along.. So it's quite rude to interrupt right? Hahaha..

And I slept quite early ystd.. About like 1 am? Well normally I would sleep ard 4-5 am.. Ystd was different.. Maybe I was too tired.. Afterall I woke up very early the ystd.. And I was quite surprise to wake up thinking that it was 7 am in the morning cos it was damn dark.. And when I look at the clock it was 2pm!! Hahahaha..

Hmm.. I guess Amal's right.. LIfe has to move on.. And I'm slowly moving on with my life now.. Never turning back.. Look straight ahead.. Regret won't waste my life again!! But memories still linger..

i think I have a fetish... =)

you noe how much i love you?

2006-12-17T01:59:00.000-08:00

Quite a great day it was! Woke up early in the morning again cos bro wanted me to accompany him to westmall.. Buy the usual stuffs- wax, facial wash etc.. I had to wake up at 9 am when I slept at ard 5am the previous night.. But the weird thing is that I dont feel tired right now eventhough its almost 2 am right now..

And in the evening met up with Nuh and Syaffiq at BB cos Nuh wanted to buy a shoe.. Which in the end he didnt buy.. Hahaha.. We ended up going to Bugis to shop.. There was quite a sale there so we bought our own stuffs.. Haha.. Shopping can be fun too but its quite tiring.. My back aches as I had to follow them to different shops and wait for them to choose their clothes, etc.. And of course I did my shopping too.. Juz bought a t-shirt.. Erm.. Well actually a singlet to be exact.. Hahaha..

Then came P.E and Afiq .. We waited for them to come before we can finally have our dinner!! I didnt have my lunch mind you! Maybe that's why I was quite lethargic.. Hahah..

Met up with Cheese at Marina Square to play the punching game.. Damn! I juz can't beat Nuh in that game! But no surprise lah.. Look at his size and my size.. Hmm.. At least I was close enough to beat him.. =)

As usual went to Depression Club after that and 'lepak'.. Nothing much done here except for all the jokes that Syaffiq did.. With him ard, the laughter never ends.. I'm serious.. Well unless u pissed him off lah of course! Hahaha..

Hmm.. Sometimes I juz dun get it.. People tend to contradict to what they are saying.. They say this and that but in actual fact it's a different story.. For example a friend may tell u he/she may not like this particular thing.. He/she goes ard telling people how he/she hates that thing very much.. But in actual fact he/she likes that particular thing.. Contradicting isn't it??

Ok, if u dun understand what the hell I'm talking abt juz forget it.. I dun understand either.. Hahaha..

All of a sudden I start to feel the after effects of the incident..
And its slowly punishing me..

project

2006-12-15T11:38:00.000-08:00

Woke quite early today.. All beacuse we had to meet up to do our chem project.. I had trouble waking up at 12 noon and yet I actually wanted to meet up early in the morning.. Haha.. So, doing the project was actually quite unproductive.. We only managed to plan who does what and we only meet up to create the song and of course chat.. Hahahaha..

Amal actually planned to meet up in school for the project, but Asri had more brilliant ideas which was to to do it at Mcdonalds at King Albert Park.. Hur hur hur.. ( i bet cheese noes why..) Great minds think alike.. Hahahaha..

And of course what would an outing be without us taking pictures?? Hahaha.. Here are some of the pics taken..

mad, me and amal

asri looks like gay in this pic.. ahahaha!!!

poor hamburglar..

sorry mad for the candid pic!! haha..

After a days of searching for you, I finally found you! Yes, of all places why do u have to be at Beauty World?? I searched for u at Gombak but to no avail.. And now that I've found u, I shall play u often.. Eventhough it takes quite a while to get use to ur new features, I'll try to master u..

What am I blabbering about?? Haha.. I'm talking about the wwe smackdown vs raw 2007 game lah!! Hahah.. Yes it was quite hard to find that game as it was quite popular and it got sold out very fast.. To be honest this game is one great game.. Its worth buying it.. =)

i'm a fucker!!

2006-12-13T16:53:00.000-08:00

I watched 40 year old virgin ystd night.. It was one interesting movie.. No not cos of the nude scenes and the obscene languages they used.. But its because of the storyline and what the whole story is all about.. It's about an introvert who was influenced by his work mates to become a REAL man!! Hahaha.. It's one hilarious movie.. Fans of funny movies should watch this movie.. Dun even care if its m18 ir R21.. =)

Ok, juz some random thoughts at the moment.. I'm all alone at home cos my sis went to the library with her friends.. Actually I kinda like being alone at home.. I can blast the music from my computer and do whatever I want.. Hahaha..

So, Friday is the day which we will do our chemistry project.. Isn it a bit too late?? And talking about chemistry, I dreamt of my chemistry teacher ystd night.. She was like following me everywhere ever I go.. I guess she's trying to chase me for my overdue assignments.. Hahah.. Kinda scary isn't it??

18 Dec.. Bbq with my Hillgrove pals... Can't wait for that.. It's been a while since I last saw them and now its the time to catch up with what has been happening with them..

Hmm.. I'm gonna go for a small jog later on.. After I finish updating this blog.. Yeah.. I'm doing cardio exercises to make my heart STRONGER!! Hahahaha.. I was reading this article on a magazine stating that I should drink anything with caffeine 1 hour before my cardio exercise to increase my stamina.. I dunnoe if it's true or not.. But oh wells, I'm giving it a try right now.. Yes, I'm drinking coffee while I'm typing this.. Hahaha.. Talking abt coffee, I think the last time I drank a cup was the last day of school this year.. Well, my mum always make me coffee every morning before I go to school.. It's been a routine for me to drink coffee before I go to school since I was in Primary 6? Or maybe even earlier... And I ended up working at Coffee Bean last year.. Hahaha.. See how much I love coffee?? Haha.. Now I'm taking a break from coffee cos its the school holidays..

Ok, i shall upload the SLE camp pics.. Plus other random pics taken a month or two ago.. Hahaha..

tiffany is trying to hit my head with her file.. I guess she was too late!!

ok, i noe I have the same pose in both pics.. too tired to think of a pose..

me and huiping..

that's me and my sis after hari raya..

bro and me.. place seems familiar isnt it??

i'm vain.. haha..

sis and me again.. haha..

fantastic 4!!

Ok that's all for the pics..

Looks like its gonna rain now.. I'll have to cancel my jogging trip... Hahaha..

game over

2006-12-11T17:45:00.000-08:00

Its only been an hour or so that I just woke up.. I really had trouble sleeping last night.. I was thinking about what she said last night.. Ok I'm really lying if I say that I aint hurt at all.. Of course I felt hurt and sad.. But I guess I managed to disguise it.. I was thinking why all this happened and what mistakes have I done to deserve this..

Ok, I truly understand what u're going through right now.. Unrequited love is nothing new to me.. It's always IN me.. In fact I'm facing it right now am I not?

I'm not saying all this out of anger.. What's the point of being angry? It only makes me satisfied for a while after venting it on others.. What doesnt kill me only makes me stronger..

The important thing is that I've learnt something from this experience.. The lesson learnt is that I can't own everything that I desire.. I have to be content with what I have..

Best of luck for your first day of work today.. =)

wth

2006-12-10T18:08:00.000-08:00

I had a strange feeling when I woke up this morning.. All of a sudden sweet memories that happened on 19th July 2006 appeared in my mind.. I juz dunnoe why.. Yeah, ur damn right they're sweet memories.. And as long as I live, I wont ever forget that particular day.. Eventhough it only made me happy for a while..

Ok forgot it if u dunnoe what I'm talking abt.. I bet no one reading this blog knows abt this.. Hahaha..

Anywae I was visiting youtube when I suddenly saw this hilarious video.. Since its so hilarious, I'm gonna share it with u people.. Enjoy watching..

moral of the story: lift weights at your own risk! Hahaha..

lost!!

2006-12-09T01:21:00.000-08:00

First things first.. i aint gonna say anything about the match juz now.. No comments.. I'll juz zip my mouth.. At least it ended peacefully.. No fights.. I like that..

We went to 'lepak' for a while near Hazri's house.. And we played table tennis.. Haha.. I gotta admit table tennis can be damn fun too! Well actually I was reluctant to go but since it was Haz and Nizan last day to enjoy, I juz went to 'lepak' ard with them lah.. And I had nothing to do at home anyway..

I was chatting with Siva juz now abt going to the gym tmr.. He was asking me abt the different exercises for the chest muscle.. It was a good thing he was grounded by his parents or I think he wont even want to go to the gym.. Hahaha.. Anyway, I was telling him abt the exercises for chest and shoulders when he asked me this question..

'is there any exercise to make your heart stronger?'

I dumbly replied, 'cardio exercises lah!', cos I taught he was asking how to make his stamina stronger..

And before I know it, he replied, ' to make the heart stronger so that it'll not be painful when u get ur heart broken by anyone.'

And I cursed him for that..

Hahaha.. Damn funny lah..

If only there was such exercise, I would religiously do it EVERY SINGLE DAY!!

crap..

2006-12-07T17:13:00.000-08:00

Okay, so tml's the big day.. Field soccer.. Hillgrove Vs M.I.. Really can't wait for that.. But the problem now is we may not have enough people.. Jasper's working, Ilyasa is nowhere to be found.. And Mani.. I dunnoe either.. The worse thing is amal's gonna play for M.I!! Damn!! F***!! If that's the case, who's gonna be our goalie?? He's always like this lah.. Always creating problems for everyone and making everyone angry.. He was lucky enough not to get whacked by Cheese the other time we vs M.I when he became refree...

I'm so stressed out now.. We do not have enough players! The M.I team wants to hire a refree for the match cos they were afraid there will be fights, but the Hillgrove team doesnt want the refree.. I'm really confused and stressed out.. To add to that I've got personal problems of my own too!! Argh!!! Any kind souls out there to help me??

The person still havent called me yet for the job thingy.. I think I've been deceived.. What luck man!! I dun think this year is a good year for me.. I've been in a spell of bad luck since the beginning of the year!! Bad luck in all aspects of life!! My love life, financially and many more lah.. It's a gd thing that this year's coming to an end soon..

And talking about new year, I still remember my new year resolution for this year.. I dun think I can achieve it by this year.. I guess I'll bring it forward to next year.. Haha.. And this resolution has been brought forward twice by me.. I've failed to achieve it for two running years!! How pathetic am I??

Hillgrove-M.I soccer match.. At Bukit batok field.. Near Bukit Batok Sec and 7-eleven.. I certainly hope Hillgorve will achieve victory tml.. And I'll try my best to score at least a goal for my team.. And if I do score, it will ceratinly be dedicated to that special someone.. How I wish that someone who watch me play tml..( keep on dreaming yusri!!) Okay back to reality.. Anyone supporters wanna come support us?? Ur support will be greatly appreciated.. =)

new blogskin

2006-12-06T01:12:00.001-08:00

Interviews after interviews I have been going until to the point where I feel that maybe I shoudnt even work cos holidays are like gonna be over.. But still I'm not giving up.. I want a job! I want money!! Yeah u heard me right MONEY!! I still think that money makes the world go round.. Well people may say that money cant buy u happiness.. In my opinion they might be wrong..( no real research done here..) Haha... Take for example if a guy wants to make his girl happy, he definitely needs to buy his girlfriend something.. Buying= spending money.. Yeah some girls may say they dun need new things/stuffs to make them happy.. Dun lie plz.. Which girl aint happy when people buy for them gifts? Flowers, and all other things lah.. Right? Another situation, a guy wants to bring a girl he likes for a date.. He wants to make her happy by asking the girl for a date.. Going for date= movies, eating, buy gifts.. This= spending money AGAIN!! So u can see, money can buy u happiness.. Well I'm not saying this because i'm being money-minded or thrifty.. Its juz my opinion on how important money is if we want to live in this CRUEL world..

Take a look, everywhere I go I see couples.. Nothing wrong abt that.. But what annoys me is that the girls will be damn pretty or cute and the guy will be like a nerd or not good looking.. ( sorry to anyone of u who happens to reads this and are hurt by this remark..) I ask Cheese this and he said to me, 'It's all abt MONEY dude!' I can say this is quite true.. But I dun think all girls are money -minded what.. Or are they? Well of course the girls will react to this by saying that they are not looking for good-looks.. Yeah rite.. So if a damn rich guy who has the worst look ever asks a girl to be their girlfren, they would accept him? Juz because of his money and not looks or personality??The point I'm trying to make is that the world is CRUEL amd UNFAIR!! But theres nothing I can do to change it..

Ok, anyway, ystd went interview at Raffles Place.. Some cafe thingy.. And the person who interviewed me was quite pretty.. Hahaha.. That was why I was like stammering all the way.. Hahaha.. Yeah, I have problem talking to pretty girls.. Thats my weakness.. Anyway, she said that i'm of a high chance of getting the job cos I've got experience.. She was the one that said that in front of my face.. ' I want to hire you.' And she told me she would call me at 10 today.. Dunnoe if its am or pm.. And I still havent receive her call.. Maybe I've been cheated.. Hahaha.. Wth man she.. She kept disturbing me.. I asked her,' am I suppose to work on weekends?'.. She said, 'No. Weekends u can go out with ur girlfren..' Hahaha.. She kept thinking that I have a girlfren.. Say I want the job cos I want to buy things for gf lah.. Wth lah.. Does my face look like I have a girlfriend?? Anyone pls tell me.. Hahaha..

Okay, Friday.. Hillgrove Vs MI.. Soccer.. I juz cant wait for that.. Long time never play field soccer aldy.. Every week play carpark soccer, wont improve our field soccer.. Haha.. And I have to be the middle man.. I'm in charge of calling all my team members whether they are able to play or not.. And arranging the time and place, etc.. And I tell, u I hate this job.. At one time some may not agree with this field and the other will agree.. And they want the timing to be changed and so on.. Very confusing lah.. Well I juz hope my team's gonna win.. This is a rematch of the match we didnt end the last time.. Well it did end actually.. With a fight.. I juz hope there'll be no fight on friday.. I hate fights.. I'm a lover not a fighter.. Get that in mind.. =) Btw, I'm playing for Hillgrove..

And as u people can see, I've change my blogskin again.. No questions asked why I have that image on my skin.. I'm a big fan of prison break.. I'm sure many of u people are too..

Okay I think thats enough for today.. Gonna grab something to eat..

I miss you so..

2006-12-05T03:01:00.000-08:00

Wow! What a Saturday it was!! Well it wasnt so great actually.. Haha.. It started off with me waking up quite early.. All thanx to the slam of the front door from either my mum or sis.. ( they were going somewhere..) It was like 11.30 am! Woah! Damn pissed off lah!I slept at abt 4 am the previous day ok? Since I cant go to sleep back, I went online to see if she's online.. Unfortunately she's not.. =(

Anywaes, went out with my friends that day..( too many to name ) Well it a was sort of a farewell outing for Hazri who will be going for his Ns next week.. Best of luck in there man! Haha.. As if he's gonna read my blog...

So yea, went to town cos Nuh wanted to buy his cap.. Went to Far East Plaza to search for the available shops but unfortunately there was only one shop.. The cap was quite nice cos he can choose to design it his own way.. Looking at Nuh buying the cap makes me wanna buy it too.. Haha.. But it wd juz be a waste of my money cos I seldom wear a cap.. Even on my bad hair days, I'll still try my best to make my hair look good.. =) How vain..

Well as we met quite late the outing was kinda short for me.. They went to ton at Gombak after the outing.. I had to give it a pass cos I wanted to watch the liverpool-wigan match.. And of course liverpool brilliantly won 4-0!! Woohoo!!

Hmm.. I guess there's nothing much to talk abt.. I'll juz let the pic do the talking..

this are some of the pics taken on Friday carpark soccer..

Er.. no comments..

cheese and me with a cone behind us..

This are the pics taken on Saturday..

i look like i have a hard-on.. hahaha...

Safiee, cheese and me..

that's afiq biting the cap..

I look so gay.. Hahaha..

crazy people..

Ok thats all for the pics..

where are you?
4 days of silence
is hurting me
i miss you so..

hello

2006-12-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

Firstly, I would like to wish everyone a Happy World AIDS day.. =D.. Oh wait, its aldy the 2nd December now.. Ok, correction, a Happy Belated World AIDS day..

Ok for those who do not understand a single thing about my previous entry, dun bother understanding it.. My advice is not to waste ur time and effort trying.. Haha.. Jkjk..

Anyways... Went to play soccer again as usual.. Friday nights are always spent on carpark soccer!! Hahaha.. How fun.. Eventhough I havent even score at least a goal! Pathetic..

Went P.E's house first cos the others were late..( as usual..) Hahha.. I was surprised that his kittens are attracted to me.. Hehehe.. Well actually juz one of the kittens lah.. The black one.. It was so damn cute lah.. It jumped onto my groin area when I was sitting down.. Hahaha.. And it juz stayed there for quite a while.. Haha.. Damn cute lah.. I was quite afraid that it would scratch my ehem.. Haha.. But luckily it didnt.. =)

After soccer we went for our supper.. Haha.. I bought nasi leamk at this 24 hour coffeeshop.. It wasnt that nice though..( well anything goes when ur hungry!) Haha.. And when I reached home, I gobbled up on the nasi briyani that was on the kitchen table.. Woah.. Damn full lah.. I managed to finish up the whole plate which oso consist of a fried chicken which was the size of my palm.. Hahaha.. I'm not joking.. Now i feel full.. Muz go jogging aldy after eating so much.. Anyone wants to tag along?? =) Well at least I do exercise even if I eat alot.. Unlike some people eat so much without even exercising.. And keeps bragging abt how big his arms are.. Years of this and that have made his are more muscular!! Bullshit lah! Take a look at urself in the mirror and see if u have any cutting on ur arms! Do u even noe the proper exercise for the different parts of the arm??!! Hahah.. Ok, I went too far.. Shall not talk abt this anymore.. (i'm not pointing fingers at anyone..)

Ooh yeah.. Hazri's going for NS next week.. Haha.. I guess we'll see less of him from now onwards.. Haha.. I'm sure he'll come back with a different physique in 2 years time.. Hmm.. Talking abt NS, I'll be going for mine in a few years time.. Haiz.. Well a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.. Haha.. Which is to serve his country..

Ouh.. Juz received our class list and class timetable for 2007.. I'm quite disappointed that my class didnt get reshuffled.. Only 2 newcomers in my class.. And school starts at 8 am for me.. Well at least there's more time for me to sleep in.. =) A whole new school with a whole new environment and schoolmates.. The merger of Toh Tuck campus and Bartley campus..

Ok lah.. Nothing much to blog aldy.. This entry is oso so random.. Haha..

confessed!

2006-11-30T02:53:00.000-08:00

Tonight is the night...

Whatever the decision, I dun think I can sleep tonight.....

I LOVE YOU!!!!

2006-11-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

I'm really sorry for cursing and swearing on my previous post.. Please ignore it. I was juz being impulsive.. Ok, now I shall make a promise not to curse in my blog.. Or at least reduce the curses.. Hahaha.. For the benefits of minors who happens to read my blog, I shall reduce those bad words.. Or people might think I'm a swearing machine..

Ooh yeah, took some crazy pics last Saturday.. Well, when boredom strikes, and there's nowhere u can go u juz have to find ways to entertain urself at home. Haha enjoy the pics..(spme of the pics may be disturbing..)

what my sis did to my hair...

another pic of it..

look!! I have cleavage!! Hahahaha..

Ok enuf of those pics..Hmm.. Went job hunting with Amal today.. Well not really job hunting to be exact, we ended up in the arcade at Suntec instead!! Hahaha.. Of course I didnt play any games lah.. It was Amal who played.. I juz watched him.. Wasting his $10 bucks juz on the "Happy Lifter" alone.. Wth.. He's a crazy arcade freak.. Hahaha.. Trying as hard as possible to get that N73 handphone.. Can u imagine that?? Hahaha.. Thats why I prefer not to even try playing or I will get addicted juz like he did.. The only game worth playing in the arcade is the punching game.. Hahaha.. Oh yea, we went to try asking for job at Herbal house at Raffles city.. Unfortunately, they only needed females!! Hahahaha.. I was damn emabrrassed lah.. Bastard Amal!!I had to do all the talking all the way.. In the end I got embarrassed... Hahaha.. At least theres something to laugh abt lah.. =)

And I found out that I have gained 2 kgs.. Yeah!! Weird huh?? Haha.. People will be stressed when they gain weight but not me.. Hahaha.. But of course I dun wish to gain so much weight lah.. Hmm.. I guess All the hardwork of having an interest in 'heavy metal' does work.. Whee!! Hahaha.. I love 'heavy metal'!! Hahaha.. =)

Ok, gtg now.. My body is aching aldy..

life sucks..

2006-11-27T17:20:00.000-08:00

Havent been blogging quite often lately.. Hmm.. Mainly because ther's nothing much to blog about and i'm in no mood to blog.. Sometimes I dun even feel like going online.. And even if I go online, I would not talk to anyone.. Weird huh?? Nah, its juz me lah.. Perhaps I like spending some time by myself..

Anyways, didnt really go anywhere last Saturday and Sunday.. Yeah, damn boring lah.. Whats worse, I dun even have money to go out!! Fuck lah.. My life is so fucked up right now.. No job, no money, no happiness, no nothing!! Fuck this spell of bad luck of mine!! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

Sometimes I dun even know why the hell I exist in this cruel world.. Life is REALLY unfair!! So much for people asking others to 'get a life!' Fuck life man!! When the world is so cruel and unfair, whats the point of living??

Well, I guess all I can do now is juz be patient and be VERY patient.. Afterall, they say, patience is virtue.. I guess I'll juz wait and see if there's any spell of gud luck..

I apologise for my outburst and all the cursing and swearing.. I think I really need to juz chill and calm myself down..

your guardian angel

2006-11-24T18:40:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to ' Your Guardian Angel' by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.. Its one of my favourite songs at the moment right now.. Its a really nice songs with very meaningful lyrics.. Its Amal's blog song actually.. And he's the one who introduced me to this song.. Here's the lyrics.. Make sure you read it carefully..

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Nice right?? This song is definitely recommended.. Hahaha..

Nothing really interesting happened recently.. Quite boring lah.. VERY boring, I mean.. I havent even started on my holiday assignments.. And the 5km run that I have to run when the school reopens, I havent even train for it.. I've never run that far ok?? Thats why muz train.. The furthest distance I've run is only 4.6 km.. Quite pathetic right?? Damn lah.. So long never go jog aldy.. Anyone wants to go jogging with me?? Hahaha..

Still got one more month of holiday left.. I'm currently searching for a job.. Went to California Fitness for an interview juz now.. No, not as an instructor of course.. =) ( well, maybe in a few years time lah..) As a retail assistant there.. Not fussy abt any job now.. As long as I can get a decent job with a decent amount of pay, I'll grab the opportunity.. I'm in need of cash dammit!! Hahaha.. I'll juz hope that I'll get the job though.. Quite cool to work in such a big company huh?? =)

Nothing much to talk abt adly.. Ooh yeah, juz enjoy some of the pics.. Haha..

thats my shadow.. can you tell? =)

this is my pet fish, looking sad cos he doesnt get what he wants.. =(

Ok, I wanted to post the pics taken during my SLE camp, but I think the size is too huge.. So I cant post it... Sorry.. Gonna play soccer later to release my stress.. Bubye..

flu..

2006-11-20T23:52:00.000-08:00

Sneeze! Sneeze! Sneeze!!

Thats what I have been doing today.. Wtf man!! I hate having flu!! I think I'm gonna catch a fever soon too.. Argh!! Fuck man!! I hate being sick!! Wth.. Who likes being sick anyway?? Hahaha.. It was very difficult to sleep ystd with this flu.. Tossing and turning.. And I felt my throat 'burning' ystd.. I juz dunnoe why.. Wtf lah..

Went to Bugis again wif Siva today.. Wasn't in such a gd mood today due to the flu and of course something else.. =( But wif the jokes we made on the way there, my day was actually quite ok.. Hahaha.. Sadly the shop that we were supposed to go was closed again.. At that moment, I felt like a loser man.. I mean, I brought him there twice and the shop was closed.. It was like nvm.. Haha.. Siva was damn stressed lah.. Knowing that his prom was 4 days away and he didnt get any suit.. Hahaha..

Of course I had to save the day.. Cos me and my frens went to Arab St a couple of times last year, I somehow remembered that there was one more shop for prom costume.. Hahah.. Gd uh me?? Luckily the shop was opened.. And Siva got his choice of clothes.. I had to wait for him do this and that.. Quite boring lah actually cos I wasnt the one trying out the costume.. Hahha.. Well, I had my prom last year, this year is his turn.. I can only wish for the best for my gd fren.. Hahaha..

Sometimes I juz wonder.. Why would people want to spend so much money on prom.. And I mean so much.. I mean, its juz one night lah.. And its not even one full day.. Its juz an occassion for a couple of hours.. Yeah I know people want to look good, but u dun have to pay such so much amount of money to look gd right?? Like Siva said, anyone can wear an expensive shirt, but its how the person carries himself while wearing the shirt is impt.. Chey.. Hahah.. All this spending may lead to a competiton.. This guy may be spending so much juz to 'win' the other guy and show that he is much more richer.. And of course the other guy would not want to lose and 'fights' back by buying more expensive stuffs.. Wth lah.. The gd thing is that they're giving profits to the shop that they're buying.. Hahaha..

Why the hell am I talking abt this?? Hahaha.. Must be the virus in my body asking me to talk crap.. Hahaha.. Ok Lame..

Anyway, look what I did while on the bus..

nice??

another pic of the heart..

Hahaha.. Taking bus rides can be so fun too.. Making hearts out of bus tickets.. Hahaha.. Of course its not a perfect heart shape, but at least I tried.. =)

Gtg now.. Bubye..

~the heart is for you..~ =)

yeah

2006-11-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

Argh!! I'm feeling sick right now.. As in literally sick of course.. I'm down with a flu.. I think I got the virus from my bro.. Damn it lah.. I juz hate feeling sick.. It makes me so drowsy and wanna sleep all the time.. Haha..

Anyway went out with Sivaraj today.. Its been quite a while since I last saw him and talk to him.. He was the one who asked me out cos he needs me to show where the shop was to shop for prom costumes.. Unfortunately the shop was closed.. Kinda disappointed... So we are going agn tmr.. Hahah.. He liked my prom suit very much and decided to get the same one.. So I had to bring him there.. Haha.. I'm sure he'll be the prom king lah.. Wear until so swee right?? Like so grand like that.. Haha.. He was so shocked when I told him that he will be wearing 3/4 pants.. Hahahaha.. Dun worry dude, ur gonna look great on the actual day.. Hahaha..

Seriously, he has changed alot lah.. Haha.. I remember we used to play basketball and soccer near our homes during Primary school days.. Siva now more havoc aldy sia.. Now gangster wad rite?? Hahaha.. Somemore just now go pierce ear.. Hahaha.. Damn funny lah him..Ooh yeah, talking abt piercing.. Today is officially one year that I pierced my ear.. =) Hahaha.. Nothing to be happy abt but its juz a date to remember.. I still remember after my 2nd last O level paper (which was History) was on the 18th of November.. Hahaha.. Then Cheese and me went to Far East Plaza to pierce.. He pierced his right ear while I pierced my left.. Still remember that particular day man.. I was shivering like fuck.. Hahaha.. Ooh yeah back to today, Siva, me and one of his fren.. I forgot his name lah.. Went to town since the shop was close.. Played pool for a while.. Kinda rusty at pool nowadays.. I cant aim properly.. Hahaha.. Took a pic with him with the Christmas tree.. Hahaha..

I like my shirt.. =)

After that since Siva wanted to pierce his ear, we went to Far East Plaza to pierce.. Btw I didnt influence him to pierce ok? I'm innocent!! =) Hahaha.. He and his fren pierced.. They persuaded me to pierce my right ear.. Of course I didnt want to lah.. One piercing is enuf aldy.. Haha.. The funny part was when we helped him to put the transparent ear stick into his ear.. We sat at BK without ordering anything and tried to put his earstick in.. We took quite a while to put it in cos he was shouting and screaming.. Hahah.. Funny lah.. Still remember the times when he used to shout when playing soccer..

Then we went to Subway to have our dinner.. First time ever eating at Subway.. Wow. The bread damn long lah.. One time eat can full aldy.. Haha.. But it was nice lah the bread.. Gonna start eating at Subway aldy.. Hahaha..

Then lepak at BB int for a while.. Talked a lot of crap.. Hahah.. Then another of his fren came.. Talked for a while more before going home.. I wanted to go home early cos I wasnt feeling so well.. Haha.. Sounds so gay man..

Argh!! Gtg now.. Gonna take my medicine.. Hopefully it can cure the flu.. Bye..

bored..

2006-11-18T01:47:00.000-08:00

Feeling damn bored right now.. Really nothing to do.. Maybe except to complete my holiday assignments.. Haha.. I cant de doing them at this hour right?? Maybe tmr.. Haha.. Yeah right, I'll keep on procrastinating and in the end I will never do the assignments.. Hahaha.. Juz like the Chem and Physics project which was due a few days back I think.. =)

Anyway, went to play soccer with the rest again just now.. Can say i juz got home a couple of hours ago.. Haha.. With really nothing to do except for playing prison server.. Haha.. Its quite a nice online game actually.. But i'm juz playing it to waste my time and feel what the excitement is abt when playing this game.. Yeah, my frens have been playing for quite a while and they are all high level.. Haha.. I'm only at level 6 dammit! Hahaha..

Ooh yeah, we were scolded when playing soccer just now.. Partly our fault too lah cos we made so much noise.. But they had played there for more than a mth I think, yet only today that someone complained abt us being noisy.. Wth?? 2 malay uncles scolding us for making noise and dusrupting their sleep.. Fuck lah.. In the end saw them lepak near the void deck.. I tot u all needed sleep?? Assholes.. No point tallking abt this lah..

Liverpool Middlesborough on Sunday.. Liverpool better win this time man.. =)

Gtg now.. Maybe I shall go listen to songs.. Bye..

Sad..

2006-11-13T15:11:00.000-08:00

Liverpool lost to Arsenal 3-0!! Wth?? I really cant believe it.. I dun care abt who scores but Liverpool cant even score 1 goal!! ( with the exception of Crouch and Bellamy disallowed goal of course..) Argh!! Who cares anyway?? Hahaha..

Anyways, didnt do much during the weekend.. Rotting at home for two whole days.. Damn boring lah.. I wanna go out.. Asri's been bugging me to go out with him but I dun have any $$ now!! Argh!! It really sux to have been in my situation.. I'm like totally bankrupt lah now!! Hmm.. It seems that everything is not going my way this few days... Its my unlucky week I guess..

Hmm.. I'm starting to miss SLE camp aldy.. Hahaha.. Each time I have my meal with that red plate of mine reminds me of SLE.. Hahaha.. And my Tazmanian devil cup too of course.. Hahaha.. So much for thinking that going SLE wasnt fun at all.. Now I'm missing every single moment of it.. Honestly speaking, the only reason I planned to go for SLE was to get the T-shirt.. Haha.. U can ask Amal if u dun beleive me.. Hahahaa.. Weird right?? Here's the pic of my cup.. From day one, its always been filled with plain water only.. No other drinks.. Haha.. Mainly because I really need lots of plain water and I was juz too lazy to wash my cup.. ( plain water dun need much washing mah.. )

Everyone brought plastic cups, and I was the only one who brought a glass mug.. Hahaha.. Oh ya, btw, this cup was given to me by sister on my birthday this year.. Haha.. Thx a lot sis!!

Ooh yeah, not forgetting.. My friends have been bugging me to upload this video too.. This video was produced a few months back.. A video made by the Fantastic Four.. Haha.. Amal, Cheese, Nuh and me.. Due to some technical problems, we only upload it now.. Hahaha.. Okok, here's the video.. Plz dun laugh at us.. We are just amateurs afterall.. Btw, I'm the one in red shorts.. Hahaha..

Ok, I better go now.. Enjoy the video..

SLE Camp!!

2006-11-11T17:01:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!! I'm back from SLE camp!!

Just came back from SLE camp yesterday.. Didnt had the time to blog abt it yesterday cos I went to play soccer, so shall blog abt it today.. Haha..

FIRST DAY..

Everyone looked kinda serious cos we didnt know each other well I guess.. Haha.. I found out that I was the only one in my class to be in Grp 1.. But luckily there was Shukri.. Well honestly speaking, I was kinda reluctant to go to the camp cos I'm a bit homesick.. Haha... Now my dirty lil secret is out! Hahaha.. Back to day 1, it all started with the ice breaker games.. Many people find this quite boring but not me.. I took this oppotunity to know more abt my group-mates whom I'll be together with for the next 3 days.. Chey..

And we went to the Bartley campus.. Its my first time ever going there and I was kinda surprised to look at the building. Cos it didnt quite look like a school to me( no offence ok??) Hehehe.. But anyways we are all going to merge next year and move to a whole new campus.. =)

Anyways, having reach there we played team building games.. I was feeling uninterested in the games played cos it all required critical thinking.. And I wasnt in the mood to think that day cos I had a late night the previous night.. Hahaha.. I'm sorry guys cos I wasnt able to contribute much during the first day.. The worst part was I had rashes at night time.. Wth man.. It was quite severe lah.. It went right up to my face.. Quite disgusting lah.. Thats the reason why I didnt went for my supper.. I was lying down in the dorm the whole time.. The feeling sux lah please!! I hate it!! Oh ya, luckily all the boys were in the same dorm.. And Amal brought his cousin's mp4.. At least there's something interesting to wactch there.. Ehem!

As I've mentioned earlier, I'm a light slepper.. And its really difficult to sleep there on the 1st day.. With the airplanes flying right above our heads and Fitri and Syahid having a snoring competition, its really difficult to sleep.. Hahaha..

SECOND DAY ..

My rashes magically disappeared.. Hahaha.. Woke up early in the morning to shower.. I was kinda surprised that bathing at 5 am in the morning wasnt such so cold.. Hahaha.. No water heater mind you!! Hmm.. 2nd day's activities were much more fun except for the morning exercise.. Haha.. U call stretching morning exercise?? So much for thinking that we're gonna run or something.. Haha.. But it was gd lah actually.. Didnt kena tekan by the teachers.. Haha..

We started out with the high rope challenges.. Well, as one of the objectives of the camp was to challenge our own limits, we had to be courageous enough to climb up high with our partner and walk on the thin cable.. I gotta be honest.. Damn! I was so afraid when I wanted to take the first step.. Of course I had to put on a brave face and act normally.. Hehehe.. Me and Eddie managed to complete the challenge.. Unfortunately, Shukri didnt had the chance to try this due to time constraint..

Next was walking on the log up high with our eyes blind-folded.. This wasnt so scary cos we cant look down due to the blind fold.. It was a waste that we didnt get to try the 'Jumping thingy'.. I dunnoe what is it called.. Haha.. Only Shukri managed to try it.. But he didnt get to hold onto the trapeze.. Maybe cos it was too slippery..

Then we went rock climbing.. The last time I went rock climbing was during my sec 3 camp.. And I didnt get to go all the way up cos I was abit scared of heights that time.. Well this time I managed to go all the way up.. Hahaha.. Very fun lah.. We even get to become the billay.( is this the correct spelling?)

Next was abseiling.. Just like the ones in the movies, Mission Impossible where Tom Cruise walks down a tall building.. To think that it was quite easy, it actually wasnt.. It was quite difficult to maintain the L-shape position.. And I hate the fcuking guy instructor.. Kept scolding me cos I didnt know how to do this and that.. Luckily I was in a good mood that day.. Or i would have talked back to him.. Asshole!!

Next was the rafting.. This was the most fun part for me.. =) Eventhough I cant swim I felt that it was very fun.. We had a hard time to decide how to construct a raft.. Grp 3 were almost ready with their raft but we were still thinking .. Very funny lah we all.. In the end we constructed a simple raft that won us the race.. Hahaha.. Well I was really scared at first cos I had to sit on the outside part of the tyre and I had to paddle.. Haha.. But luckily Tiffany was sitting beside me and holding me.. =) She's a swimmer okay?? Dun Play play.. Hahaha.. Thx for saving my life!! Hehehe..

Then comes kayaking.. By this time my grp members were aldy laughing at me cos I can't swim.. Haha.. Quite embarrasing lah that I cant swim.. Even the instructor was surprise that I coulndt swim..

Intructor: Who cant swim raise up ur hand..
Me: *Raises hand*
Instructor:( looks surprise while pointing at me) U can't swim?!
Me: *blushes*

Luckily I was in the 3 people kayak where both of my partners, Allyssa and Hui Ping were both swimmers.. So I had to depend on them.. It was damn funny lah cos everyone was very far away aldy when we only started to paddle.. Halfway during kayaking, it started to drizzle.. So we were instructed to paddle to the shore.. No surprise that my kayak was the last to reach the shore.. Hahaha.. Luckily we reached the shore first before it started to rain heavily.. And we were told to carry all the kayaks back to the shelter.. This was the fun part.. Everyone participated actively.. Eventhough it was raining very heavily it was very fun to help out to carry those kayaks..

We then washed up to prepare fot the campfire.. Seriously speaking, the campfire was really unsuccessful.. Our teachers werent able to involve everyone to sing the campfire songs.. But I guess they've tried hard enuf lah.. Unlike the instructors who were very energetic and leading us with the campfire songs.. We had to prepare an item for the campfire and my grp did a skit.. I had to act as Yusof Ishak Jr.. Hahaha.. Damn funny lah.. After that we washed up and went to sleep.. Surprisingly I had no problem sleeping.. Haha.. Maybe cos I was too tired..

THIRD DAY..

This was the most boring day, cos we had to clean up the place.. Luckily we didnt have to cleanup the toilets that were choking.. Unfortunately for the half of my grp they had to clean the toilet cos they were wearing slippers.. Of cos I helped them out a bit after I finished with my sweeping.. Then prize-giving presentation.. Then photo-taking session.. Then going home time.. Planned to take the bus to go to Tanah Merah with Amal and the rest but in the end took the bus to Toh Tuck cos I was too busy taking pictures with my grp.. Hehehe.. Once in a while see my grpmates mah.. Of course must take pictures lah.. =) Help to carry the logistics back to Toh Tuck campus and went home happily.. Hehe..

But I gotta admit overall the camp was quite fun.. Cos I made quite a lot of new friends, especially from Bartley campus.. Well, next year, there's no more Toh Tuck campus and Bartley campus.. We will all be known as ONE Millennia Institute.. I beleive the merger will be a success and we will be able to settle our differences and live as one.. Chey.. Hahaha..

Okok, gtg now.. Bye!!

I'm Off!!

2006-11-07T19:10:00.000-08:00

Back to blog again.. I'm feeling really really bored right now.. Nothing much to do except to stare at the computer screen.. Hahaha..

Anyway went grocery shopping with my sis today.. It was quite fun though.. I never thought grocery shopping would be so fun.. Hahaha.. Well my mum's been very busy these few days so she instructed my sis to buy the things.. And I had to accompany her cos I have to carry all the heavy things.. Hahaha.. It was a gd experience for me though.. Must learn all these things mah.. Ltr grow up to become a good husband.. Haha.. When wife sick can go shopping for her.. See, good not?? =)

Hmm.. I'll be going for the SLE camp tmr.. And its my bro's birthday too!! Aww.. I'm quite sad that I cant get to celebrate his birthday with him.. Sob sob sob.. Nvm, I'll juz wish him here.. HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BRO!!! Hmm.. Anyway, I really dont feel like going the camp actually.. I juz dunnoe why.. Maybe cos the food's sucky.. Yeah I remember the food I ate during my sec 3 camp gave me stomach cramps... I'll never forget that day man.. I was in pain the whole night while my friends were busy playing cards.. Hahaha.. I really hope everything's gonna be ok tmr and of course for the next 2 days.. I havent even packed my bag yet!! Hahaha..

Talking abt packing my bag I guess I better pack my bag now and get ready for tmr.. I shouldnt be wasting my time blogging nonsense.. Haha.. Tata..

Oh ya, Tata Young is soooo hot!! Hahaha.. =)

hello

2006-11-06T14:00:00.000-08:00

More and more people seem to visit my blog.. The problem is no one seems to be tagging when they visit my blog.. Please at least tag lah.. At least I noe who u are.. Its kinda creepy u noe.. Everyday I see the blog counter increases but no one tagging..

Not in a very good mood today.. All because of a damn stupid phonecall from a stranger.. I was sleeping soundly with one of the sweetest dream ( not wet dream ok..? haha..) and it had to be interupted by a phone call.. Wth?? Can't U at least wait for me to finish my dream first?? The worst thing is that the person called the wrong number!! Wah.. Of course I damn angry lah.. Its not everyday that I get to dream such a nice dream ok?? I'm a light sleeper.. I wake up at the slightest of sound.. Thats why I always off my handphone when I'm sleeping.. Argh!!

Anyways, went shopping with Amal and Cheese ystd.. Well actually it was Amal who did all the shopping.. Me and Cheese just accompany him and of course we window-shop.. Haha.. Funny lah, seeing that he was the only one with a couple of shopping bags.. And me and Cheese were empty-handed.. Haha.. I love shopping!! Who says shopping is only for girls?? Shopping can be a hobby for boys too.. Hahaha..

And as usual with these two friends of mine, the laughter never ends.. Each time we went to the toilet, we cam-whored.. Haha.. All thanx to Cheese's idea and of course his handphone.. I wonder why Cheese was so eager to take pictures with US.. Hahaha.. ( FT!!) =)

Hmm.. I juz realised that sometimes, little little things can make us happy.. Little things such as a dream, a gesture by someone and so on can make us happy.. But it all depends on who's involved in this gesture or the dream.. Well, as for me, I've been quite happy these few days because of the little things that happened within the last few days.. And of course little things can also make us angry too.. Juz like the phonecall I received this 'morning'.. Hmm.. I guess there's much more things that I'll learn in life..

Gtg now.. I need to get food to eat.. I'm so damn hungry.. Food! Food! Food!! Hahaha.. Ok, byebye.. The dream is still lingering in my mind.. =)

random..

2006-11-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

Juz a random entry.. I really don't know what to do at this hour.. I'm really really bored.. Juz finished watching prison break.. ( downloaded version of course..) Hahaha.. Argh!! There's no food to eat and I'm damn hungry!! A hungry man is an angry man.. Hahaha.. Whatever..

Anyways nothing much happened today.. But it was quite fun though.. Finally after so long I got to play soccer.. Yay!! It wasnt expected actually.. Saw Safiee and Kelvin at Gombak mrt while waiting for my bro.. And they invited me to play soccer at the carpark near his hse.. Quite fun lah playing there except that it was such a chore to take the ball when it falls.. ( 7th storey carpark mind u!) Haha..

Nothing much to blog abt aldy lah.. Hmm... Going 'jalan raye' with Hillgrove friends tmr.. I'm never a fan of going jln raye since we all have to wear the baju kurung.. I dunnoe why but I juz dont like wearing the baju kurung.. I dun even noe who's going tmr.. Haha.. I guess I'll see tmr..

Gtg now.. Have to wake up early tmr and meet them at BB mrt.. Byebye..

~u healed my wound yesterday, thank you..~

bulletin board!!

2006-11-02T15:35:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling very bored right now.. Nothing much to do except this bulletin.. Hahas.. Enjoy..

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
-no

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- i'm topless!

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
-yeah..

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ONYOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
- huh?

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DOYOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
- maybe ard 80%?

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
- depends on my future wife.. haha..

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIPWITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
- definitely..

8. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
- no way!!

9. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
- nothing?

10. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
- 1.30pm

11. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHTTHREE NIGHTS AGO?
- surfing the net..

12. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
- no way..

13. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
- live happily ever after..

14. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
- yesterday..

15. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
- be more courageous!!

16. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
- save it for future use..

17. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
- i'm unemployed dammit!

18. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
- who the hell is that??

19. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
- i'm going commando.. hahaha..

20. LAST THING YOU ATE?
- bread.

21. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
- june!

22. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
- none.

23. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??
- shirt?

24. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
- everyone.. haha.. jkjk..

25. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
- laksa.

26. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
- asri..

27. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
- no one..

28. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOURGOOD FRIENDS?
- maybe..

29. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
- healthy drinks.. hehe..

30. HAVE YOU BEEN TO AUSTRALIA?
- nope..

31. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
- ruin their funeral.. hahaha.. no lah.. feel sorry for them lah..

~weeks of silence is hurting me..~

new year resolutions

2006-10-31T23:40:00.000-08:00

31st October 2006.. First things first, I wd like to wish my beloved mum a very Happy Birthday!! Thx for everything u have done for us mum.. I love you..

Hmm.. 31st October 2006.. Hmm.. Juz a few more weeks to the new year.. And I havent break this year's new year resolution yet.. Whats my new year resolution? Hmm.. Better not tell here.. U people may find it silly.. Only a few of my close friends know abt this.. Haha.. What a loser I am.. I cant even break one of my new year's resolution.. Fuck man!!!

Sorry for the harsh word.. Anyway, this few days have been quite great.. Going out almost everyday.. Ooh ya, ystd went 'jalan raya' with 06S3 friends.. Not all lah actually.. Juz a handful of us.. Went to a few of their houses and got to noe more abt them.. Haha.. Especially Nadzir.. Hahaha.. He's shown his true colours ystd.. This guy's very talented man.. He can play the guitar and the drums very well.. And he's an arcade freak.. Hahaha.. I'm so ashamed of myself.. I cant even play any instrument.. When is the planned class gathering?? I want to go Sentosa!! Woohoo!! Hahaha..

Hmm.. A few more days to go before I go for the SLE camp.. Sadly I have to go on my bro's birthday.. Boohoohoo.. Haha.. And I juz found out that those who cant swim ( this includes me..) may be barred from the water activities.. Yes! I CAN'T SWIM!! I want to let the whole world know what a loser I am that I can't swim!! Nvm, I shall ask anyone out there to teach me swimming.. Anybody interested to teach me swimming?? Preferably females.. Hahaha..

Okay, gtg now.. Going Sembawang with Asri and Amal ltr.. Better get ready.. Bye2..

~how am i going to put it across to u?~

yeah

2006-10-26T17:05:00.000-07:00

Last day of school it was.. Quite fun lah.. Gonna miss that school.. Erm.. Actually that building lah.. Haha.. I'm still staying in the school.. Its like so fast lah year 1 is over for me.. Its feels like only yesterday that I juz stepped into that school.. Hahaha.. But better that way lah.. Cos we're moving to the new sch wad.. New sch mean new facilities and new tables and chairs.. Ok, I'll try my best not to vandalise my table.. Haha.. Btw, should I post a picture of my table on my blog?? Haha..

Anywae, as usual there was no lesson today.. It was free period all the way.. Haha.. How fun lah.. To think that we wd be playing the silent library after sch.. In the end we played during the first period in the canteen.. Haha.. Well actually it wasnt silent at all lah.. With me laughing like mad, I dun think the game's called silent library anymore.. Haha.. I juz couldnt take it lah.. All the dares made were damn funny.. Oh yeah.. The other time I was laughing like mad when Din had to put the waste paper basket on his head.. Today was my turn!! Fuck lah!! Damn paiseh lah.. Everyone was looking at me in the canteen.. Hahaha.. But I gotta give the credits to Amal for being such a gd sport lah.. His dare was the MOST embarrassing one!! And I mean REALLY embarrassing lah.. Wanna know? Ask him ursellf!! Hahaha..

Me Asri and Joshua went to BPP today.. No it wasnt my idea to go there this time.. It was Asri's.. Since he wanted to drink the milkshake, we went there lah.. Haha.. Of course I tagged along.. Cos I forgot to bring my keys and there was no one at home.. I had to kill time by going somewhere rite?? Haha.. Lesson learnt, always bring keys wherever I go.. Haha..

Hmm.. Tata Young's El Nin-Yo is tortuning inside my head.. I juz cant stop listening to the song.. Haha.. Quite nice lah.. Cos the tune is catchy.. And Tata's very hot too.. She's got my temperature rising!! Hahaha..

Oh well I'll just post a few pics of my table.. Haha.. Enjoy..

before..

after..

aftermath!!

Notice that there's a black box on two of the pictures.. There's something that shouldnt be seen underneath there.. Haha.. Ciaoz..

caught!!

2006-10-25T16:30:00.000-07:00

Back to blog again.. Hmm.. School was quite ok today.. Well actually quite boring lah.. Nothing much happened.. The only interesting thing in sch today was the DeepaRaya concert.. Quite cool lah the way they dance, especially the 'bhangra' dance.. Haha.. Damn funny lah.. Talking abt sch I juz found out that a teacher reads my blog.. CAUGHT RED-HANDED!! Obviously I'm not gonna name the teacher lah.. Ok enuf abt this teacher, I'm scared he/she might scold me again... Haha..

Oh ya, to think that I thought that there was no school today.. Haha.. Luckily I asked ard.. If not I wd have missed the concert.. Haha.. Played soccer during PE.. Hmm.. Today was the last PE lesson for this year.. (This was another reason why I went to sch today..) Quite sad lah.. Next year PE will be at a different venue.. Wonder how its gonna be like there.. Back to soccer.. Hmm.. Mad was quite moody today.. Didnt noe what got onto him.. He was trying to find fault with almost everyone.. Of cos except me and Asri lah.. He wouldnt dare!! Hahaha.. Kidding.. But can't blame him lah.. He was aldy moody from the sart of sch today..

Nothing much to blog abt aldy lah.. Anyway enjoy a few pics taken a few days ago..

no comments..

self taken pic.. haha..

candid!

hari ray aidilfitri

2006-10-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!

One month of fasting has finally ended.. And today is the day to mark the end of the fasting month.. And today is also the day to seek forgiveness from all our family and friends.. Hmm.. So today started out as usual.. I was awaken by the cries of my sis and mum waking me up early in the morning.. I'm trying to get some slp lah ok?? Everyday wake up so early, can't I have at least a day to wake up late?? Hahaha.. After getting ready and all, my siblings and me seek forgiveness from both our parents.. This is the time I reflect upon all the wrong doings I had done to my parents..

Anyway, went to my grandma's house at Tampines.. Hmm.. Nothing much happened lah.. Since we came quite early, we were the only family there.. The others have not reached yet.. And of course, I sink myself into all the delicacies.. Hahaha.. I dun care if I'll grow fat or wadever.. Haha.. Who cares right?? I mean its only one day that u can eat all u want.. Especially all the delicacies that my grandma cooked.. Haha..

Then we proceed to Bukit Panjang to my uncle's house.. Since my grandma was staying with my uncle this year, we celebrated Hari Raya there.. Hmm.. Quite fun lah.. Got to meet all of my cousins there.. Only once in a while that I'm able to see them.. Talked alot and catch up with what they have been doing so far.. Haha.. I've always love going to my maternal grandma's hse.. Yeah, maybe cos I'm much more closer to my mother's side lah.. And believe it or not, I ate 2 times there!! Haha.. Even my brother couldnt believe it.. Haha.. Not bad for a 'skinny' guy like me huh?? Hahah..

Well after that, we went to McDonalds at Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy the milkshake.. It was actually my idea to go there lah.. And I was keeping ny fingers crossed and hoping.... Erm, nvm.. No point hoping lah.. Nothing.. Juz pretend I didnt say anything juz now.. Anyway the milkshake was nice.. Yum yum!!

Ok gtg now.. Feling abit hungry aldy.. Gonna eat again!! Hahaha.. Bye2..

weekend

2006-10-23T15:41:00.000-07:00

What a weekend it was!! Both weekends were spent outdoors.. How fun it was.. After 2 weeks not going out with the Fantastic 4, we finally got together( with the exception of amal..) and went out on Saturday.. As usual, I didnt fast on Saturday and surprisingly Nuh didnt fast too.. Haha.. I tot he was the one who would want to complete the full 30 day of fasting.. Haha.. Looks like I was wrong.. Went to have our 'break-fast' at Lucky Plaza.. I got to recommend the western food at the foodcourt there.. Damn nice lah.. If u r craving for fish and chips, thats the place to go.. The fish portion given is big enough to make u full.. And the price is reasonable too lah.. Go check it out urself.. I'm not a promoter of that shop! Hahaha..

Then Syaffiq and Nizan joined us.. It was quite a while since I last seen them.. Looks like I got alot of catching up to do.. Haha.. We went to Marina to play the punching game but too bad it was out of order... Wth? The bag was almost broken and hence it cannot be punced anymore.. Shit lah.. In the end Nuh went to play the 'joystick' game or whatever it's called lah.. Haha.. Come to think of it, it was quite fun too.. Next time I shall try to play that game oso.. Hahaha..

Then went to Depression Club to lepak.. Quite surprising lah that there were quite a lot of chicks there.. (And when I say chicks, I mean chinese chicks ok? Not Malay ones.. Hahaha..) I mean normally, there wd be the 'mats and minahs' there.. There were only a few of them that day.. Better lah actually.. I guess they are busy shopping at Geylang.. After all Hari Raya is coming mah.. Thats the reason I hate going Geylang.. FILLED with malays!! I only went there twice this year.. One time for buying my baju kurung and the other for meeting my friends.. Haha... Anyway, as usual, with Syaffiq ard, the jokes never end.. He's always cracking jokes and making others laugh.. Haha.. Some of the pics taken that day..

big gulp and me..

cheese and me..

cheese, syaffiq and me..

Sunday it was.. The match that everyone was waiting for.. Liverpool against Man Utd.. Unfortunately, Liverpool lost 2-0!! Can u believe it? Wth man.. They shouldnt have played 4-5-1.. Assholes.. I doubt they're gonna win the title this season.. Hmm.. But I gotta give it up to Ferdinand ( Ramon look-alike.) Haha.. His goal was extraordinary.. Benitez shd change the Gk once in a while lah.. Seriously.. Reina had his blunders and bloopers aldy.. Benitez shd put Dudek in goalie once in a while.. Afterall Dudek was the 'Istanbul hero' right?? Yeah yeah.. No point talking abt this.. As if Benitez would read my blog and agree to what I'm saying.. Hahaha..

Ok ok, gtg now.. Tmr is Hari Raya.. Not much excitement at all.. But the good thing is its the end of the fasting month.. Oh yeah, sorry cos I didnt come to sch today.. Not that I purposely absent myself, but I've got the itch again!! And this times its quite severe.. Fuck lah.. I just can't wait for the appointment.. I cant stand the itch anymore.. Doctors, do whatever u gotta do to my body.. I dun want the itch dammit!!

Ok, finally, I would like to wish all Muslims a 'Selamat Hari Raya', maaf zahir dan batin.. Bye2..

results..

2006-10-20T16:37:00.000-07:00

I'M GOING TO THE NEW SCHOOL NEXT YEAR!! YEAH!!

Thats right.. I've been promoted to year 2 and I guess I'll go to the new school next year.. We got back our promos results ystd and the decision on whether we get promoted or not was made today.. 4 of my classmates didnt get promoted, and I kinda feel sad for them.. Really, I'm not joking.. I'm quite surprised that Joshua didnt promoted.. I thought he was the studying type.. Alvin.. Another sad case.. I asked him where he planned to go after this.. He said that he will be going straight to NS.. Haiz.. Quite sad lah to see my classmates feeling down.. As for Cindy and M.S, I dun noe much abt them lah but I guess I wish them all the best in their future endeavours.. ( as if they will be reading my blog..)

Hmm.. Promos results not gd at all for me lah, cos I juz scraped to Yr 1.. Well many pple may think that, "aiya promote aldy enuf lah.." But then come to think of it, if I juz scraped thru this yr, then wad abt next yr and the actual A levels?? I'm quite scared to face the A levels eventhough its 2 years away from now.. Seriously, I dun think I can pass my Maths lah.. I've never been a Maths person.. And if I fail my Maths during the A levels I wd not get to any course in uni.. As for Chem and Phy, I can pass it if I study really hard.. Hmm.. Still confused if I want to withdraw or stay in M.I.. I guess I'll have to think really hard abt this..

Hmm.. Today can be considered one of the most exciting day in M.I.. Haha.. We didnt even study for any subject today.. Ok maybe juz 1 period of Maths, which I didnt do anything.. Haha.. Then Chem lesson, we were suppose to complete our project in the library.. We didnt even do anything to the project.. Haha.. Cos the com were all used by the Pre-U 2 students.. So me, Amal, Asri, Mad and Din played Silent Library in the library itself.. Man! It was damn unlucky of me to get the 'skull' card almost every turn lah!! And my dares were all damn embarrassing ones!! Haha.. But Din suffered more.. I cant stop laughing when he had to put the waste paper basket on his head!! Hahahahaha!!!! And the librarian was quite suspicious of us making noise aldy.. So we had to get out.. Hahaha.. Damn funny lah.. But the sad part was we didnt get to do all the dares cos we were fasting..( ehem..) Haha.. This game was suppose to be played on the last day of sch.. So we created it in such a way that we had to eat or drink something.. I can't wait for that day man.. Hahaha..

G.P lesson... Hahaha.. This one more power.. We created our own mini badminton competition in our own classroom.. As our class was quite spacious, we use the net & created our own court.. Haha.. This was one fun competiton lah.. Cos almost everyone in the class participated in the competition.. But too bad I didnt win the singles.. I lost to Nadzir and only managed to get the 2nd place.. Haha.. The whole 2 periods of GP was used for this competition cos Mdm Shamala had to attend to the Pre- U 2 students.. Hahaha.. One interesting day it was..

Hmm.. Gonna go for my haircut this evening with my bro.. Must prepare a bit for Hari Raya mah.. Haha.. Ok gtg now.. Byez..

ridin dirty

2006-10-17T13:35:00.000-07:00

No school today.. Promotion day exercise, so no school.. Hmm.. D-Day, that's what they say today is.. Cos today is the day that the teachers decide whether we get to go to the new school next year.. Haha.. Of course I'm feeling a bit nervous about this, eventhough I dun really care abt whether I get promoted or not.. Not that I dun care abt my studies anymore, of course I care lah.. But its all gonna be decided today.. No point worrying abt it.. Even if I pray hard to God that I want to stay in M.I, I would still be kicked out if my results were bad.. God would not improve my results even if i pray for every hour and every second.. Hahaha..

Hmm.. Even if I get kicked out, I think I will still treasure the time I have in M.I.. Me and Asri were talking abt this in the bus ystd.. We were on our way to town, and we suddenly talked abt this subject.. He's not sure too if he's gonna get promoted too.. All the time I spent in that sch will be missed.. All the memories, good or bad will be remembered.. Of course the most impt thing is friendship.. Friends will not be forgotten.. Chey, I'm saying all this as if I'm really confident that I'm gonna get kicked out!! Haha.. Be optimistic Yusri!!

So, ystd was quite a great day eventhough PE lesson were damn boring lah.. Me, Asri, Mad and Amal watched Silent library at the com lab during Chem lesson when we were suppose to do our project.. Hahaha.. How fun.. Then we made up our version of the silent library and we played during break.. Hahaha... Damn funny lah.. I had to do a dare that I created myself.. It was damn funny and embarrasssing man.. Haha.. All those stupid and crazy dares we did.. Luckily no one else was in the class and no one except us were the only ones who were laughing our ass off when each and everyone of us had to do those dares. Well, since it was juz a one period break, we had to end the game early and go for our next lesson.. And the 4 of us were thinking abt the game throughout the chem lesson.. Hahaha.. We planned to play the game again maybe on the last day of school no matter what the consequences are.. ( juz like what Mad said..) Haha.. It's gonna be fun lah.. I shall wait for that day.. =)

Hmm.. PE lesson was quite boring as we didnt do much.. We had to stay indoors as the haze was getting worse.. Shit lah, I hate the haze.. Its preventing us from doing a lot of things outdoors.. We wanted to play soccer ystd but was not allowed cos of the haze!! Damn it! I hate the haze! Hahaha... But then again, if the haze gets worse, there'll be no school!! Hahaha.. Hmm.. I guess the haze has its advantages too lah.. But its obviously a bad thing cos its deteriorates our health.. Chey being health conscious seh.. Haha.. And I think the haze is the cause of my flu and cough.. Damn!!

Dunnoe if I want to go to sch tmr.. Amal said that coming to sch tmr was useless as there would be nothing to do anyway.. Hmm.. I dunnoe lah.. But tmr got Lit lesson.. Hopefully its a combined class lesson again! Hahaha.. And tmr got PE oso.. Since its 1 period I assume we'll get to play soccer tmr.. Hmm.. And tmr is a short day, so its not so bad if I go to sch tmr.. Hahaha..

Okay I think I talk too much.. Better get out from here.. Bye2..

feel

2006-10-15T12:53:00.000-07:00

My hand is healing now.. It's not so painful anymore and i can do a lot of stuffs already. Yeah!! But I think my palm is gonna have a scar after that.. Its quite disgusting lah.. Lemme show u the pic of my palm..

nice??

a closer view..

Disgusting right?? This is the result of playing with firecrackers.. I aint gonna play with firecrackers again! Hahaha.. As if..

Anywaes, went out with my bro ystd.. As usual, it was damn fun lah... Cos he forks out all the money and i have to pay for nothing at all.. Hahahaha.. We roamed town for so long and in the end juz bought one item.. Haha.. Asshole..

Hmm... Gonna have my check-up in a few weeks time.. I was reffered to a specialist at NSC for my itch problem.. Ooh yeah, I'm not allergic to chicken anymore!! Woohoo!! How fun is that?? Hahaha.. I wonder how will it go? Wonder what will the doctor do to me ltr? I'm starting to think about all the scary things that a doctor would do to his patient.. Those injections!! Argh!! Help me!!

Ard 8 more days to Hari Raya.. I dun feel the excitement yet.. I juz dunnoe why.. Everytime when Hari Raya comes, this happens.. I juz dunnoe why.. Of course I'm excited that Hari Raya's gonna come soon, but not that excited to the extent of preparing so much for the occassion.. I still remember last year a few days after Raya, was my first O level paper.. Quite scary lah.. Now that its all over, its this year's badge of students to take their O's.. Well all I can say to them is best of luck and study hard!! Hahaha.. Chey..

Talking abt studies, I'm still doubtful if I can get promoted to Yr 2 next year.. Eventhough they have changed the criteria, I'm still quite doubtful.. I dunnnoe why.. Argh! No point thinking abt it anyway.. The papers' are aldy marked and I can't do a thing abt it anymore.. Lets leave it all to fate.. Haha..

Gtg now.. Bye.. Enjoy the pic of my scar.. Haha..

asshole

2006-10-11T19:38:00.000-07:00

No one's tagging on my blog.. But the number of people who visited my blog kept increasing though.. Argh, whatever.. So yesterday was quite an amazing day.. It was the dragonboat thingy.. One bad thing about it was that there was actually no 'real competition'.. We only learned how to paddle the boat and other basic stuffs.. Like teamwork, the commands they used and etc.. But it was quite fun though.. Playing with water, splashing water at the other people.. Hahaha.. And I juz realised that dragonboat can be very tiring.. U'll need lots and lots of stamina to withstand the fatigue.. That kinda make me wanna train harder.. Hahaha.. So, in the evening ystd, I went jogging alone.. Jogged around the neighbourhood for 3 rounds.. Hahaha.. And I wanted to have a peace of mind, so I went jogging.. Its been a while since I last jogged and it was damn tiring lah.. Nvm, I shall train and increase my stamina..

Anywaes, today was kinda relaxed too.. Firstly, we watched the Othello movie.. Of course we didnt watched the whole movie.. We stopped at the part where we stop reading the book.. Well, I was really sleepy while watching the movie, but since Mdm Shamala was right behind me, I couldn't sleep.. Hahaha.. So, I had to concentrate on the movie.. But it was good though.. I had a more understanding of the story now.. And the best was that Lit was combined class!! Woohoo!! Hahahaha...

Ooh yeah, we had PE too today.. As usual played soccer.. Thanks a lot Muhammad, for tripping me.. (i'm not being sarcastic.) Really, thanks alot cos u tripped me and the 'thing' on my palm burst and now it's not so painful anymore.. Hahaha.. I think I'll juz have to wait for a few more days for the wound to dry and my left hand is as good as ever!! Hahaha.. Thanx again Mad! Ooh yeah, I accidentally kicked Qaleefa's knee and now my right leg hurts.. Haha.. I'm such an asshole.. Injuries every wear..

Hmm.. Nothing much to blog about anywae.. So I'll juz end it here.. Gonna watch prisonbreak.. Bye..

post promo activity day 1

2006-10-09T18:30:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Looks like my blog is so dead.. I dun think anyone knows abt this blog other than a few people.. And those of u who know of this blog plz tag lah.. At least I noe who's reading my blog and stuff like that.. Haha.. Mm.. My palm is still aching now.. As I'm typing this entry.. Well, what to do? Juz bear the pain lah.. Maybe I could get rid of the pain sooner by bearing with it..

So, today was a great day.. Yeah it really was!! Haha.. Our group was fortunate enuf to have went to ECP to rollerblade.. Woohoo!! So fun lah.. So much for thinking that I can't even skate.. Well, actually I realised that I could!! Haha.. Quite surprising lah.. Didnt even fall once.. Haha.. Maybe I should consider making rollerblading my new hobby.. I juz cant get enuf of rollerblading lah.. Its like so nice.. Haha.. Too bad it was juz a short session.. And we had to get ready for the movie at 2 pm at P.S.. So, me, Amal, Asri and Faris went to town to play the punching game first before going PS.. Haha.. And guess what we did after that?? We decided to break-fast early and ate at LJS.. Hahaha.. Never been done before by me!! I mean, I've skipped fasting quite a number of times lah, but I've never went to public and eat.. Today was my first time experiencing it.. And in the end it wasnt so bad afterall.. Haha..

Then we went to watch the movie, Singapore Dreaming.. It was quite a nice story lah.. But I really dun understand the moral of the story.. Juz when I tot I would have one of the best seat in the theatre( the last row.), I soon realised that Mrs Meya stood beside me.. And everyone was like staring at me.. Wth lah.. C'mon lah.. She's not that scary lah really.. Afterall, she's still human.. There's nothing scary about her.. Haha.. But I didnt talk to her though..

Well after that me and Amal took 174 home and there's this damn irritating ah pek sitting right in front of us.. He kept turning his head to look at the couple beside us.. Maybe doing hanky panky or something.. Man!! How old are u aldy?? I mean if u look juz once, its ok lah.. But this asshole had to keep turning his head for umpteen times to look at the couple.. Somemore can pretend to look and act stupid.. Hahaha.. Amal felt like punching his face.. Hahaha.. Nvm lah Mal, I think if u punch him, he won't faint.. Ur punch not strong enuf.. Hahahaha..

Ok gtg now.. Waiting for the dragon boat comp tmr.. Dunnoe if I can participate it in or not.. I really want to but cos of my palm, I can't.. Damn.. Lets juz see what I can do tmr.. Bye2..

Start Anew..

2006-10-08T14:06:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey.. Its been really really long since I last blogged.. And I miss blogging man.. As u all can see, I've changed my blog.. A whole new blog.. Yay!! Why I changed my blog is because, well.. I dun quite know why actually, but I just feel that I want to change my blog, my email address and start anew.. Haha.. I dun want to think about my past.. I hate my past.. Dun ask why.. So, I've been great so far, if u're concern about my well being.. Hahaha.. Hmm.. A lot of events and incidents have taken place since I last blogged.. Of course I'm not gonna blog every single thing that happened lah.. Haha..

First things first, was the promotional exams.. Hmm.. I didnt think it went quite well.. Lit paper was a disaster I think.. I couldnt understand what the hell the poem was talking about.. So much for saying that one of the poems is very very easy.. In the end I cant even understand both poems.. But Othello was quite ok though.. It was a familiar question which we practised during class.. So its was kinda do-able but I dun know if i can pass my lit.. And if I can't pass my H1 subject, well, it looks like I'm going to poly then.. Haha.. Hey going poly isnt such a bad thing right? I mean, I can have my own laptop, keep long hair.. Isn't that a good thing?? Haha.. Of course, I'm only looking at things at the positive side.. I'm sure there are negatives sides of going to poly.. Well, I'm saying all this not because I really want to go poly, but i'm just preparing for the worse.. Anything can happen rite? Of course, if u would ask me, I would still want to stay in M.I, that's if I am able to lah! Haha.. Afterall, M.I is gonna move to their new building next year.. New facilities and stuff.. How cool..

So, Physics and Chemistry papers were quite do-able.. Think can pass lah.. Haha... Being optimistic here.. As for Maths, forget about that paper lah.. Haha.. Its a killer, man! Hmm.. Now that I've done with promos, I'm now waiting for the post-promos activities.. Yeah!! Fun and exciting activities are lined up for us!! Woohoo!! Monday, we're going rollerblading.. FYI, I cant rollerblade.. So if u pple see me falling and tripping on that day, laugh all u want.. Hahahaha.. Then is the art appreciation workshop.. No one have any idea what its all about.. So nothing much to talk abt it.. Then we're gonna watch a movie in Plaza Singapura.. 'Singapore Dreaming'.. Imagine, we only have to pay $3 to watch that movie.. How cool.. Haha.. The next day, we'll be having a dragon boat competition I think.. Sounds fun, but I doubt I'll participate in that event.. Not cos I'm scared or anything.. But I can't.. I injured my left hand.. How am I suppose to row the boat with one hand??

Talking about my injured hand, well actually its not that serious lah.. My left palm got burnt actually.. It all happened on that mid-autumn festival night.. The Friday Gossipers asked me to join them play firecracker and stuff.. Since I had nothing to do at home, I juz joined them lah.. We had a lot of fun making rockets eventhough only1 of our rockets worked.. (actually, it was darren's rocket that worked.) Haha.. And so, while I was burning those firecrackers, I accidentally touched something really really hot.. I didnt noe what was it cos it was so dark.. It was quite painful lah of course.. Hmm.. Human torch got burnt.. How ironic.. Hahaha.. Now, I cant do a lot of things cos of my injured palm.. Damn it lah.. Can't even soap my body properly when bathing.. Imagine having to soap ur body with one hand?? Haha.. I can't even do pull-ups, can't even grab almost anything with my left hand.. Darn it! What luck..

Hmm.. Nothing much to write aldy lah.. And my palm is oso quite painful as i type now.. Better get some rest first.. Bye2..